The Plague Sequel 17
The Plague Sequel 17
Pairing: TaecWoo
Rating: M
Summary: Captured by strangers and taken to a mansion, Jang Wooyoung begins his new life with a man named Ok Taecyeon
The door creaked open and soft footsteps walked up to my crouched figure on the bed.
"Woo?"
I didn't look up. Jeshka walked up to me and crouched down in front of me.
"Woo?"
I didn't answer. I couldn't answer. How could I when I felt like my lips had been hammered shut.
"Woo, please don't cry." Jeshka said.
'Cry? I'm crying? When did I start crying?' I thought to myself, my head still lowered in defeat.
It had been three weeks since EunKyung came back. Since the house has become oddly quiet and I have secluded myself in my room.
"Please don't cry. You know he loves you. He'll come and talk to you." Jeshka said pulling me into a hug.
"No." I mumbled, my voice sounded hoarse, like the first time I was brought into the house.
"Don't say that Woo. You know he loves you and it won't be long now before he
comes and talks to you. Please come down stairs. I miss you, Tom misses
you, we all miss you." Jeshka said.
"No...he doesn't. I mumbled again.
"Woo you know as well as I do that-"
"He doesn't love me!" I screamed pulling my body away from her.
"What are you saying?" Jeshka said looking hurt.
"I'm sorry." I apologized "But he doesn't...he doesn't love me Jesh. They
only brought me here for my blood but then..." I paused.
"Then what?" Jeshka asked.
I lowered my head and choked out all that's been running through my head.
"He kept me alive because I looked like her. He's done all those things
to me because I look like the girl he loves. I want to leave. I'm not
needed anymore. Staying here hurts me....I want to go away Jesh please
take me away."
"Woo..." Jeshka mumbled lifted my lowered head.
"Pl...please take me away." I choked. The tears increased as they stained my shirt
and Jeshka's hands that were trying to wipe them away.
"I understand. But we have to tell him first." Jeshka said.
"Why? He doesn't own me!" I screamed looking up and pulling my face away from her hands.
"We can't leave without notifying him. If we leave without telling him he will be angry." Jeshka.
"He doesn't own me!" I screamed again.
Jeshka sighed and flicked a tear from my cheek. She stood up. "But Woo....he does." she said.
I watched Jeshka as she made her way out the door.
I completly broke down and fell on the bed covering my eyes as my sobs got louder.
My body ached, I was shivering, my nose was running, tears were running down my face and my eyes were probably red and puffed.
All because of one was person and one unexpected arrival.
*RECAP: 3 Weeks Ago*
The silence approached as we laid there holding each other. I wanted to get
up and go take a shower but I also didn't want to move from his side.
"TAECYEON!" there was a sudden scream. It sounded like Myung Cha.
It was.
We lifted our heads and stared at the door.
TAECYEON!" MyungCha screamed again.
"Ignore her." Taecyeon said.
I nodded not having yet forgiven the girl for what she did. "I'm happy to." I said.
We were about to go back to our ealier position when suddenly it was
Jeshka screaming and banging on the door. This made me quickly get up.
"TAECYEON! WOOYOUNG!" Jeshka screamed.
"Jeshka." I said.
Taecyeon lifted himself up. "What's going on." I said.
He looked down at me. "Stay here." he said.
Taecyeon got up and slipped his boxers on.
I watched him walk to the door as he opened it.
Everything came pouring out as Jeshka ran towards me panting like she ran up to the room. She looked panicked and distressed.
Taecyeon was frozen in front of the door way, a shocked and saddened look on his face.
I on the other hand was just about to find out what everyone was screaming about, and why Taecyeon was frozen on the spot.
Jeshka looked down at me. "What's going on?" I asked. She helped me up.
Intense pain shot up from my backside at it, and I doubled over. My hand jerked
from Jeshka's hand and they went straight to my abdonomen.
My other hand hit the mattress having thought better of where I wanted to put them with Jeshka staring right at me.
"Woo." she said.
"I'm alright." I managed to say. "What's going on?"
She nodded. "Woo...that girl...she's here."
I looked up at her confused. "What do you mean?" I asked.
"EunKyung Woo," she said "EunKyung is back."
I heard myself gasp.
'What!' I thought 'The girl that looked like me. Taecyeons ex lover? She was back?Why?'
"How.." I began.
"She's back with Nichkhun."
---xx---
The whole house was moving but I couldn't seem to make myself get up from the bed.
I felt sticky and horrible and I knew tears were daring to run from my eyes.
Taecyeon had left a few moments after he froze in front of the doorway. The last
thing I saw of him was the broken expression he gave me.
Jeshka sat besides me, my head in her lap and her hands running through my hair.
"Woo, are you okay?"
'What type of question is that. Do I look okay?' I thought then suddenly
scolded myself. I knew Jeshka was only trying to help, and I needed that
help so much right now.
"Wooyoung?" she said after I didn't answer.
"It hurts." I mumbled.
"I know. I'm so sorry." she said.
"Everything hurts so much. I need to get cleaned up." I said.
"Sure, let me help you."
I let her help me. I didn't care that I hated myself for always depending
on her help. I didn't care that I was naked and Taecyeon's seed was
running down the inside of my thighs, I didn't care if she saw me at
all. I just wanted to get cleaned.
No - I wanted Taecyeon to be with me.
Jeshka respected my privacy and said not a word about the white sticky
substance on my thighs. She looked at me apologetically and wrapped a
towel around my waist as she laid me back down.
"Hold on. Wait for me." she said.
I watched her walk out the room and as quickly as she left, she came back
but this time not alone. She came back with Tom. I couldn't read his
expression, but I somehow knew he wasn't happy.
Tom carefully picked me up bridal style making sure I didn't hurt. Somehow I knew that
Jeshka had told him. I was glad he was helping me because I knew I
wouldn't be able to walk at all.
I wanted to say my thanks but no words were coming out.
I saw Jeshka grab me some cloths and hand them to Tom.
"Help him. I know that he doesn't want me to see anymore then I've already seen." Jeshka said.
Tom nodded and took me out the room. I heard a few noises coming from down
the hallway. They sounded like muffled talking and just hearing that
made my heart ache in pain.
Where was Taecyeon. Why wasn't he helping me? Why did he leave me?
"I'm sorry." Tom said opening the bathroom door and walking inside.
I didn't answer, I couldn't find my voice. I felt so bad for not
answering the friends who were trying to help me. I hated myself at the
moment, I hated myself so bad.
Tom put me down and I crouched on
the bathroom floor. My head on my knees and my hands wrapped around my
legs. I couldn't keep the sobs inside anymore.
"Don't start crying again. Jesh is hurting you know. Answer me right now if you care about her, about us."
There was silence for a few seconds. "I'm-I'm so sorry." I choked.
I felt the presence of warmth kneel down in front of me. Tom's hand
landed on both sides of my shoulders and pulled me into a tight hug.
"C-can't bre-breathe." I choked out.
"Then stop crying or I'm going to continue squeezing you." Tom said tightening.
"Ok,ok, I'll...try." I said trying to stop the tears pouring down eyes. I
rubbed my eyes hastily when Tom finally released me from the tight hug.
"Do you still need my help? She....told me." Tom said.
"I can't stand. When I move it hurts. My whole body hurts." I answered.
"So you want me to help you?" Tom asked.
"Please." I replied.
I stayed quiet as Tom turned on the water to the tub. He felt the water
three times and finally turned off the faucet when the tub was getting
full.
"I'm going to take this off of you now."
"We're both guys you know." I said.
"I know. Something just feels odd with me in the bathroom with you." Tom replied unraveling the blanket from around me.
"Why?" I asked.
"I don't know. In my eyes I'm not supposed to see you naked." Tom replied.
"I have the same body as you." I said.
"I understand. Hold on, I'm going to pick you up again."
I nodded and flinched when he picked me up. My body ached so bad and as I
thought, I had very large bright purple and blue bruises on my legs,
arms and chest.
I took the chance to peek at Tom and was glad that he wasn't looking or commenting.
'Where are you? Why aren't you here with me?' I thought to myself as I was
lowered into the warm water. It felt amazing on my body and I heard
myself sigh loud in relaxation.
"Feels good?" Tom asked.
"Yes, Thank you." I said.
Tom nodded and leg go when I hit the bottom of the tub.
"I'll get the shampoo and wash."
I nodded and laid my head on the edge of the tub, staring at the ceiling.
It had become quiet except for Tom looking for the shampoo and things.
"Did you see her?" I found myself asking, ruining the nice silence that was shared between us.
"Who?" Tom asked coming back to me. He set everything on the floor and picked up the shampoo.
"You know." I said.
"I don't think talking about her is good for you now." Tom said.
I lowered my head into the water for a second at his signal. Tom lathered some shampoo in my hair as I settled back again.
"D-did she really look so much like me?" I asked closing my eyes.
"I don't want you to cry again." Tom said.
"I won't." I quickly replied opening my eyes.
"Yes you will." Tom said.
"I'm fine, please....please tell me."
There was a moment of silence. Tom told me to duck my head but not in the
water. He told me to close my eyes as he scooped up some water and
rinsed out the shampoo from my hair.
I lifted my head once I was signaled and wiped my face of the water dripping from my hair.
"No." Tom said.
I quickly turned to him.
"I won't tell you. Just try to forget about it. Don't let something like
this break you down." Tom said getting up. He grabbed hold of the wash
and handed it to me.
I kept looking at him as he turned away and headed to the door.
"I'll be back. I forgot to grab some towels." he said.
I watched him all the way until the door clicked closed.
"I'm sorry." I whispered again.
I sat their for only a minute before I began washing. I didn't even wait
for Tom and painfully made my way to the shower stall to rinse off.
That's where I sat waiting until the door opened and closed.
"You should of waited for me." Tom said putting the towels done and helping
me out of the stall. He wrapped a towel around my waist and handed me
another. I sat down on the plush, soft, red toilet seat and sighed.
"I'm a guy. I should be fine. I mean....I am fine. I should stop crying and get over this. I should-"
"Shutup and dry off." Tom said ruffling my hair with a third towel he brought. He dried my hair and I dried my body.
"You done." Tom asked when he was done with my hair. I nodded and he began putting on my cloths for me when I stopped him.
"I'm fine. I can dress on my own." I said taking the cloths for him.
Still sitting on the tub I managed to put all of my cloths on. Tom, even
though I told him was not a big deal, turned the other way.
"You know your treating me like a girl or something." I said when I finished dressing.
Tom didn't answer my question but asked one of his own. "Are you done dressing?"
"Weren't you going to dress me before I said I could do it? So why are you
turned around? I'm a guy. I have everything that you have so there's no
shock to anything." I said.
Tom answered by turning around and picking up the towels that had fallen on the floor to toss them in the hamper.
"Answer me." I said.
"Woo,your just tired. Stop talking and I'm going to take you back to your
room and you go to sleep okay?" Tom said starting to pick me up.
"No. I can do this." I clenched my jaw and hand.
"No you can't. Didn't I tell you? Jeshka told me what....happened. You
can't can't walk at all and you know that. Now shut up and let me help
you!" Tom screamed.
I flinched back a little and lowered my head. I was picked up and we left the bathroom silently.
When I got back to the room the sheets were changed and Jeshka was not in
anymore. Tom laid me on the bed, asked if I needed anything and left
when I said no.
I was left lying on the bed, thoughts of Taecyeon
flooding back into my head. Thoughts that made tears want to pour back
down my cheeks. Tears that I couldn't supress.
"Why did you just leave me? Do you not love me like you said?" I whispered.
The house had gotten quiet and dark. Taecyeon was gone, probabally with
her. They said that Nichkhun guy had come too but I hadn't seen him and I
really didn't care. The person I cared about left me as soon as the
person he loved - no he still loves, came back.
The door creaked open and I dug my head into a pillow.
There were footsteps all the way to the side of the bed.
"Can I sleep here with you?"
It was Jeshka. I nodded and felt the bed lower. She snuggled close to me and grabbed my hand.
"Don't cry. Your hurting me."
"I'm sorry." I choked.
"Don't. Just go to sleep, you need all the rest you can get."
I nodded and closed my watery eyes.
Sleep was hard but eventually came. The warmth radiating from me helped my
sore body fall into the bliss of sleep for only a little bit because
before I knew it there was a lot of noise.
The door burst open which startled me awake. I looked around, it was still dark but odd because Jeshka was gone.
How long had I been asleep.
"You-" someone snarled.
I looked up at the door and gasped. It was her. She was quickly on top of me - cold hands encircling my neck and squeezing.
I didn't even get a chance to scream before she tore apart the side of my neck.
Suddenly, there was a lot of commotion.
I saw Taecyeon. Oh, how happy I was to see him.
I felt tears running down my face. I wanted to tell him that I loved him,
that he should please not leave me but once again, I couldn't feel
anything.
"Wooyoung!"
I looked to my left to see Jeshka. I smiled at her. "He's...back." I whispered before a world of black overtook me.
--xx--
'Am I dead?'
That's all I could think about. But I couldn't be dead because I could hear
voices. They sounded like Jeshka and MyungCha and Chansung and Tom and a
couple of other voices I didn't recognize off the bat.
'Where's Taec?' I thought when I definitely didn't hear his voice.
"Where...is..."
"He's awake!"
The shouting make me flinch. It was so close to my ear.
"Where....is....is...Taec?" I managed to mumble.
"No Woo, please don't, just don't think about-"
"Where?" I asked again.
"Just tell him. He's not here alright. He's still with EunKyung probabally at it right n-"
"Shutup! Stop saying stupid things. Get out of here if you don't want to see your face broken!"
The shouting. It really hurt my ears but what hurt worse was what that person said.
I didn't recognize the voice, but it was a girl.
Was Taecyeon really back together with EunKyung? Why wouldn't he see me?
Why did he just have sex with me and leave? He knew it hurt me.
Especially because I'm only human. He knew what he did - what we did
would hurt me for a while. Yet he still left me.
Why was he torturing me like this?
"Woo go back to sleep, please go back to sleep." someone said.
I nodded. 'That's the only thing I can do.' I thought to myself closing my eyes and once again drifting off.
--xx--
The next time I woke up, nobody was in the room.
It seemed to be early morning and the room was bright.
I closed my eyes for a bit before opening them and lifting myself up into
a sitting position. It earned a groan that escaped my lips but nothing
seriously hurt that I couldn't handle.
No one was in the room and it was very quiet. Not that it hadn't been quiet since everything happened on that night.
I sat there for a while looking at nothing but the air in front of me.
"I need to get over this. Get up and go take a shower then make some food
and talk with everyone again. Then when the time comes I.....can ask
Taecyeon if I can.....leave...." I mumbled getting up.
I took a long shower and took the longest time getting dressed. Not because
anything hurt, but my body just wasn't responding to what I wanted to
do.
I managed to make my way down the stairs. Nothing had
changed. I didn't even remember how long since I've been in the kitchen
or the tv room.
The fridge was packed with food so I took my time
and made the most food I've ever made. I was making another batch of
pancakes when someone grabbed my hand.
I quickly looked up to see MyungCha.
"What, are you feeding everyone in new Seoul?" she said sarcastically getting herself a plate of food.
I sighed and put the bowl of batter down.
"I haven't seen you down here in a long time. Are you still mad at me?" MyungCha asked.
"What?" I said looking at her.
"I'm sorry."
I had to take a minute of thinking to remember exactly what she was
talking about. It didn't really matter to me anymore. I forgave her on
that night.
"I forgive you. I'm not mad at you anymore." I said.
"I'm sorry."
"You don't have to apologize I said I-"
"No. I mean about what's happening. If I could, If I was strong enough, if
Chansung would turn me then I would get rid of her. She has no right to
suddenly-"
I lowered my head. My chest ached and my heart started beating fast. I didn't want to hear about it. "It's okay."
"But you have to know that he loves you. He might have not come to see you
yet but know that he really loves you and after he's done talking to
her, he'll come to you." MyungCha said.
It hurt my chest to hear her say that.
"Jeshka and Tom said that same same thing." I said.
"Because it true. Your not thinking what I think your thinking right Woo? Please don't-"
"I-I don't know anymore." I interrupted.
"Wooyoung." she got up and walked up to me "Believe in him."
The room got quiet. I didn't even realize that she had pulled me in a hug
and that the tears that I begged myself to keep inside had come running
back down my face.
"I can't take it anymore." I whispered.
"Shhhh..."
"There's no need for me anymore. Even that night MyungCha, he ignored me. I
called out for him and he left. He left me feeling hurt and abandoned.
She suddenly comes back and he leaves me. I thought he.......really
loved me." I choked.
"He does please believe him." she said tightening the hug.
"He doesn't." I pulled away from the hug and looked straight at her wiping away the tears.
"I'm not going to cry for him anymore. I'm not going to cry for something
that never was. I can't-I can't handle the pain anymore. My pain ended
when I was put into an orphanage, when all hope for my parents were
taken away from me. I can't go through something like this again." I
said.
This time MyungCha stayed quiet. I smiled a sad smile and turned back to the neglected bowl of batter.
"I'm just going to finish this last bowl." I said.
MyungCha ate in silence the rest of them time. More peope came in and after I
greeted them and they greeted back, it stayed quiet. They all ate. I sat
down and stared at nothing but air again.
I didn't even notice when my name was called and soft slender arms wrapped around me. "Good
morning." Jeshka said when I snapped away from nothing in particular.
"Good morning." I said giving her a strained smile. She frowned and nodded just as Tom came in.
They all ate and I continued once again sitting there.
"Woah, why did you make so much food? You trying to feed the whole country?" Tom joked.
I chuckled and shook my head no.
He smiled and stacked his plate with a second helping.
I took out all my anger and sadness on the food. I wasn't going to cry for anything anymore.
"I want to go to new Seoul today." I said.
They all stopped eating and looked up at me.
"What?" I smiled.
Nobody answered.
"I'm tired of being scooped up in this place. I want to go somewhere, do something." I said.
"I'm going with Chan later today when he wakes up if you want to come with us." MyungCha said.
"Really? Yes I want to-
"No! What are you thinking? Don't try anything again. He needs to stay here, that's what Taecyeon wants and-"
"I'm going." I interrupted Jeshka.
"Wooyoung-"
"Your not my mother! I'm not a slave that's expected to be scooped up in this house. Besides, there's nothing for me to do and-"
"Ok then if you really want to go out then let me go ask-"
I quickly stood up. "No!" I yelled.
The room went quiet. I grabbed my head and shook it. "I'm sorry." I apologized.
"You don't need his permission for me to leave. He doesn't care and I want
to be out of this place. Ill be waiting in my room, just come get me
when it's time to go MyungCha." I said avoiding Jeshka's eyes.
I felt so bad. I really didn't mean to scream at her.
"Wait, here."
I paused as my hand was grabbed. Tom handed me a plate of food.
I looked up at him and he scowled. "You haven't eaten." he said.
"I'm not-"
"Yes you are." he sternly said.
I continued looking at him confused but ended up sighing and nodded.
"Thank you." I said as I made my way up the stairs and to my room.
--xx--
It was a long time before MyungCha opened the door and told me it was time to go.
I realized that I spent the whole day in my room because it seemed to be darker outside.
I nodded and grabbed a coat.
"So, where are you guys going?" I asked following her down the stairs.
"Well, we heard there's this carnival and we both want to go. And Chan needs to feed." she said.
I stopped and so did she.
"Why did you stop? I'm not the only one that he feeds on you know. I allow him to feed on others only if I'm there." she said.
"I don't....want to be there." I said.
"Oh. Is that it. You'll stay at the carnival while I go with him, then we'll
come back and get you." she said beginning to walk again.
I nodded okay, but sure would I like someone to go with me. But Jeshka was
probably mad at me and Tom didn't seem to be in a very good mood
lately.
"I haven't been to a carnival before. This will be real-"
I paused as I bumped into MyungCha. "What's wrong why did you-"
I stopped talking completely. I can understand why she stopped. Standing in front of the door was no other than Taecyeon.
I think I gasped. No - I did gasp.
He looked.....different.
"And where have I heard your going?" he snarled.
I flinched, knowing he was talking to me. He couldn't be talking to
MyungCha because he didn't control where she went - where all of them
went except me.
All mixed emotions were running through me but
the most dominant seemed to be anger. I was angry at him. I was very
angry and sad and just wanted a hug from him, wanted him to tell me
everything was going to be okay but all the emotion he was showing was
anger.
"I asked where you are going?" he asked again.
"To the carnival." MyungCha said.
"Not you." he said. I heard his steps and then he was suddenly in front of me.
"I don't want you to leave. You can get hurt out there and I won't be
there to protect you. If you really want to go then wait and I'll-"
"You don't own me." I whispered.
An eerie silence passed through. I could catch the sight of some of the
other house tenants in the kitchen. Actually, everyone seemed to be in
the kitchen and the kitchen had a very clear view of the front door and
stairs.
"What did you say?" Taecyeon asked frowning.
"Um- I'll meet you in the car, Chan is waiting." MyungCha said. Even she could feel the tension that was lingering.
"Wait I'll come with you." I said walking past Taecyeon. MyungCha walked out
of the door and I was almost right behind her when my arm was painfully
grabbed and I was pulled back. The door shut loudly, the whole house
seemed to shake.
"Oww." I groaned twisting my hand. The grip was suddenly gone and my face was lifted up.
"I'm sorry." Taecyeon said.
I pulled my head away and rubbed my arm.
"Woo, why are you doing this?" he asked.
Just looking at him hurt now.
"I'm leaving. Please don't try to stop me." I said turning around.
Once again I was blocked as he was suddenly in front of me, a look of pain on his face.
That broke me. Anger was seething from inside me so much. I wanted to - I
wanted to right then curse him out so bad but I didn't curse. I have
never cursed, instead I showed him how he has made me feel since he left
me that night.
"Get out of my way." I gritted my teeth together and squeezed my fists.
"No." he said.
"Get out of my way now. Why are you even here? Aren't you supposed to be
with your lover! She's back isn't she? So why are you here! Aren't you
supposed to be with her!" I screamed madness showing on my face.
He actually took a little step back. He looked surprised but the look of pain didn't escape from his face.
"She's not who I want." he said.
"Shut it. Get out of my way." I said trying to get passed him.
He grabbed me and spun me around to my original stance in front of him.
"I love you Wooyoung." he said.
That hit rock bottom.
I sank to the floor and I could surely feel tears in my eyes. Huge,wet tears that were already stinging my eyes.
Madness and Sadness merged together to create a Wooyoung Volcano.
I felt him kneel down in front of me. "Please don't cry my love." he said putting a cold hand on my shoulder.
"Don't!" I screamed slapping his hand away. I stood up, tears in my eyes, on my face, everywhere.
"Do.You.Know how much you've hurt me. Ever since I've come here all you've done is
hurt me. If I wanted to be hurt then wouldn't staying back in Old Seoul
be better? I don't want to be broken down again! I don't! You say you
love me but do you really? Don't I just look like her! She's back so why
would you want me when you can have the original! You told me you love
her, I can't replace her so let me go!" I yelled.
The house went quiet once again.
"You sure are quite the screamer. You've woken me up."
It was her voice. It made me shiver. I knew she was standing right behind
me, but I didn't want to turn around. I didn't want to know if she
looked like me anymore. I didn't want to know she was there at all.
"Is that how much you hate me?" EunKyung said.
'What? Is she reading my mind?' I thought.
"Something I can do. Don't you think it's special. Now why don't you want to see me so much." she said.
"I don't hate you. I-just don't care I want to leave." I said.
There was silence. "Well you heard him. He wants to leave." she said.
"I won't let that happen.I love him." Taecyeon said.
"Because he looks like-" she said.
"No. Because I love him." Taecyeon interrupted.
"They won't approve of this." she said.
I tuned out afterwards. I didn't care, I just wanted to go out and have
some fun. Not think of the house or anything that was bothering me.
"Can I leave now?" I asked interrupting their conversation.
"No." Taecyeon said.
"Taec!" I screamed.
"Jeshka please come and take him to his room. Wooyoung please believe me when I
say that I love you and your the only one I love right now. Just please
wait a little bit for me, I have things to discuss and go over."
Taecyeon said.
"Come on Woo please." Jeshka said suddenly besides me.
I lowered my head. I wasn't going to give up. "I hate you so much right
now." I said making my way to the stairs and straight to my room.
I was so mad that I put the feeling I saw on his face way behind my head. I didn't even want to think about him anymore.
Jeshka came in and apologized. I knew it was her that told him.
"It's okay. It's not you I'm mad at. Can you forgive me?" I asked.
"Of course Woo, your like a younger brother to me." she said.
I nodded and truly smiled to her. "Thank you." I said.
She smiled, nodded and left.
I sat there for only a minute or two before I got up and headed to the door.
It was quiet. I headed down the stairs and looked into the kitchen, some people were still there.
"Shoot." I whispered.
'Im just going to have to make a dash for it.' I thought .
I counted to three and sprinted to the door. I managed to open it and run
straight, not knowing where I was going. MyungCha was gone since there
was no other car but Jeshka's out.
The air hit my hair and face and I would be lying if I didn't say that didn't make me feel a little
better. It made my body relax. I wanted to stop and scream out into the
night.
I didn't make it far before I was grabbed.
I didn't struggle, nor did I say anything as I looked up at Taecyeon.
Silence passed between us.
"I can't forgive you for this." I said pulling myself away from his cold body and making my way back to the house.
I was stopped when he was suddenly in front of me.
"No!" I screamed when he pulled me into a tight hug. I tried tugging away but couldn't.
"Let go!" I screamed.
"I'm sorry Woo. You have every right to hate me right now but please don't believe that I don't love you." he said.
I stopped struggling and lowered my head. How many times had he said it? I
couldn't remember but it seemed to be a lot. Was he telling the truth
or was I just forgiving too easily.
But I didn't want to be mad.
He was finally back and talking to me and I knew if I just asked then he
would give me the hug and support that I'd been wanting.
Taecyeon pulled me into a hug and I stayed still.
"That night, I was shocked when I heard her name and that she was back I was
so shocked that I wanted to see if it was real. I was going to to come
back to you but then she said some things about my parents. She's been
talking to my parents Woo and it will be bad if they come here. I don't
want them to come here. I want to introduce you to them in a different
way even thought I told them I would never talk to them again, I want to
introduce the love of my life. Your the only one I love. I don't love
her Wooyoung. I don't love EunKyung, I'm in love with Wooyoung."
Taecyeon said.
'He said it again.' I thought to myself.
"Please forgive me." he said.
I still didn't feel like talking but the hug was what I wanted, and for
him to tell me that everything was going to be okay, that he would never
leave me.
"Everything is going to be okay. I won't ever leave you Wooyoung. I love you too much for that." he said.
I actually gasped.
"What-Can you read my thoughts too?" I asked.
"No. That's what I wanted to say." he replied.
"My eyes stung but I definitely didn't want to cry anymore.
"I forgive you." I said.
The hug got a little bit tighter.
"Is...your body okay?"
I closed my eyes and wrapped my hands around him. He was cold, but hugging him gave me warmth.
"I'm okay." I said.
"I'm really sorry for leaving you like that."
"It's okay." I replied shivering.
"Do you want to go back inside?" he asked.
I stiffened. Was he going to leave me again to go talk to her?
"I'm done talking to her, I believe there's nothing I can do anymore. She
has told my parents where I am and they are coming here." he said.
"Is that... why she came?" I asked.
"No..." he paused "I can't give her what she wants. My heart is already yearning for someone else."
I couldn't help but smile and tighten my hug.
"I'm really glad that you-" I stopped as Taecyeons body started sagging to the floor.
"Taec?" I said panicked.
"I'm...fine." he replied.
"Are you sure? You kind of look different you know. Come on let's go back inside." I said taking hold of his hand.
We walked into the house and I pulled his hand making our way up the stairs when he fell to the floor.
"Taec!" I yelled.
It caused a stir because as soon as I yelled, people were surrounding us.
I kneeled down and touched the side of his cheek. "Taec are you okay?" I asked.
"Woo, what happened?" Jeshka was suddenly kneeled besides me looking worried.
"I don't know he just...fell." I said panicked.
"It's the blood. He needs to feed, now." someone said.
"What?" I said not even getting a chance to look back at Taecyeon as I was pushed out of the way.
"Told you you needed to drink. Now hurry and drink from me, then we can go feed."
I frowned at the voice. EunKyung.
I stood up, my head lowered and began my way up the stairs when my name was called.
"No. Wooyoung-sshi, he needs your blood. He needs it now. It looks like he hasn't fed in a while." someone said again.
I turned back around to find all of them watching me. "But he has her." I said.
"But I want you." Taecyeon said.
I didn't even have to think about it as I made my way to his side and
knelt besides him once again, but on the opposite side of EunKyung.
I made sure not to look at her and half lifted Taecyeon onto my lap and
pulled at my shirt so my neck was exposed. It felt odd with all of them
watching but Taecyeon was sick and he needed me.
I closed my eyes as he bit. It hurt. It was like he couldn't control it, meaning even if
I did stay calm he couldn't control his "powers" to make it not hurt.
He bit again, teeth still sunk into the soft skin on my neck and I told
myself that I would never let him go unfed for too long again. It hurt a
lot.
After a while I started getting dizzy and I had to grab onto him for support. He had completely gotten up and I was on his lap.
"Taecyeon-sshi that's enough!" someone yelled.
He didn't stop.
"It hurts, Taec." I said.
He stopped.
I sighed in relief and smiled weakly. I felt tired all of a sudden and just wanted to sleep.
"Can I....sleep together with you... today?" I asked, my eyes fluttering.
"I don't think you'll like where I-"
"In the library." I said.
"Are you sure?" he asked.
I nodded and smiled closing my eyes. It wouldn't hurt to see the library again.
I believed Taec would never do anything like what happened in there again.
Besides, he was tricked.
A/N YES. Taecyeon's Parent's are coming. This should be interesting.
I want to change the first person view to the regular way I write. Is
is okay? It's proven a little difficult for me to write in first person
now. I just want to know if it's okay with you guys, please tell me. :)
•I feel a little iffy about this chapter. Do you like it?•
P.S.S..sorry but I just wanted everyone to know that I made a Tumblr *throws confetti* anyone have one so i can follow you?
Pairing: TaecWoo
Rating: M
Summary: Captured by strangers and taken to a mansion, Jang Wooyoung begins his new life with a man named Ok Taecyeon
The door creaked open and soft footsteps walked up to my crouched figure on the bed.
"Woo?"
I didn't look up. Jeshka walked up to me and crouched down in front of me.
"Woo?"
I didn't answer. I couldn't answer. How could I when I felt like my lips had been hammered shut.
"Woo, please don't cry." Jeshka said.
'Cry? I'm crying? When did I start crying?' I thought to myself, my head still lowered in defeat.
It had been three weeks since EunKyung came back. Since the house has become oddly quiet and I have secluded myself in my room.
"Please don't cry. You know he loves you. He'll come and talk to you." Jeshka said pulling me into a hug.
"No." I mumbled, my voice sounded hoarse, like the first time I was brought into the house.
"Don't say that Woo. You know he loves you and it won't be long now before he
comes and talks to you. Please come down stairs. I miss you, Tom misses
you, we all miss you." Jeshka said.
"No...he doesn't. I mumbled again.
"Woo you know as well as I do that-"
"He doesn't love me!" I screamed pulling my body away from her.
"What are you saying?" Jeshka said looking hurt.
"I'm sorry." I apologized "But he doesn't...he doesn't love me Jesh. They
only brought me here for my blood but then..." I paused.
"Then what?" Jeshka asked.
I lowered my head and choked out all that's been running through my head.
"He kept me alive because I looked like her. He's done all those things
to me because I look like the girl he loves. I want to leave. I'm not
needed anymore. Staying here hurts me....I want to go away Jesh please
take me away."
"Woo..." Jeshka mumbled lifted my lowered head.
"Pl...please take me away." I choked. The tears increased as they stained my shirt
and Jeshka's hands that were trying to wipe them away.
"I understand. But we have to tell him first." Jeshka said.
"Why? He doesn't own me!" I screamed looking up and pulling my face away from her hands.
"We can't leave without notifying him. If we leave without telling him he will be angry." Jeshka.
"He doesn't own me!" I screamed again.
Jeshka sighed and flicked a tear from my cheek. She stood up. "But Woo....he does." she said.
I watched Jeshka as she made her way out the door.
I completly broke down and fell on the bed covering my eyes as my sobs got louder.
My body ached, I was shivering, my nose was running, tears were running down my face and my eyes were probably red and puffed.
All because of one was person and one unexpected arrival.
*RECAP: 3 Weeks Ago*
The silence approached as we laid there holding each other. I wanted to get
up and go take a shower but I also didn't want to move from his side.
"TAECYEON!" there was a sudden scream. It sounded like Myung Cha.
It was.
We lifted our heads and stared at the door.
TAECYEON!" MyungCha screamed again.
"Ignore her." Taecyeon said.
I nodded not having yet forgiven the girl for what she did. "I'm happy to." I said.
We were about to go back to our ealier position when suddenly it was
Jeshka screaming and banging on the door. This made me quickly get up.
"TAECYEON! WOOYOUNG!" Jeshka screamed.
"Jeshka." I said.
Taecyeon lifted himself up. "What's going on." I said.
He looked down at me. "Stay here." he said.
Taecyeon got up and slipped his boxers on.
I watched him walk to the door as he opened it.
Everything came pouring out as Jeshka ran towards me panting like she ran up to the room. She looked panicked and distressed.
Taecyeon was frozen in front of the door way, a shocked and saddened look on his face.
I on the other hand was just about to find out what everyone was screaming about, and why Taecyeon was frozen on the spot.
Jeshka looked down at me. "What's going on?" I asked. She helped me up.
Intense pain shot up from my backside at it, and I doubled over. My hand jerked
from Jeshka's hand and they went straight to my abdonomen.
My other hand hit the mattress having thought better of where I wanted to put them with Jeshka staring right at me.
"Woo." she said.
"I'm alright." I managed to say. "What's going on?"
She nodded. "Woo...that girl...she's here."
I looked up at her confused. "What do you mean?" I asked.
"EunKyung Woo," she said "EunKyung is back."
I heard myself gasp.
'What!' I thought 'The girl that looked like me. Taecyeons ex lover? She was back?Why?'
"How.." I began.
"She's back with Nichkhun."
---xx---
The whole house was moving but I couldn't seem to make myself get up from the bed.
I felt sticky and horrible and I knew tears were daring to run from my eyes.
Taecyeon had left a few moments after he froze in front of the doorway. The last
thing I saw of him was the broken expression he gave me.
Jeshka sat besides me, my head in her lap and her hands running through my hair.
"Woo, are you okay?"
'What type of question is that. Do I look okay?' I thought then suddenly
scolded myself. I knew Jeshka was only trying to help, and I needed that
help so much right now.
"Wooyoung?" she said after I didn't answer.
"It hurts." I mumbled.
"I know. I'm so sorry." she said.
"Everything hurts so much. I need to get cleaned up." I said.
"Sure, let me help you."
I let her help me. I didn't care that I hated myself for always depending
on her help. I didn't care that I was naked and Taecyeon's seed was
running down the inside of my thighs, I didn't care if she saw me at
all. I just wanted to get cleaned.
No - I wanted Taecyeon to be with me.
Jeshka respected my privacy and said not a word about the white sticky
substance on my thighs. She looked at me apologetically and wrapped a
towel around my waist as she laid me back down.
"Hold on. Wait for me." she said.
I watched her walk out the room and as quickly as she left, she came back
but this time not alone. She came back with Tom. I couldn't read his
expression, but I somehow knew he wasn't happy.
Tom carefully picked me up bridal style making sure I didn't hurt. Somehow I knew that
Jeshka had told him. I was glad he was helping me because I knew I
wouldn't be able to walk at all.
I wanted to say my thanks but no words were coming out.
I saw Jeshka grab me some cloths and hand them to Tom.
"Help him. I know that he doesn't want me to see anymore then I've already seen." Jeshka said.
Tom nodded and took me out the room. I heard a few noises coming from down
the hallway. They sounded like muffled talking and just hearing that
made my heart ache in pain.
Where was Taecyeon. Why wasn't he helping me? Why did he leave me?
"I'm sorry." Tom said opening the bathroom door and walking inside.
I didn't answer, I couldn't find my voice. I felt so bad for not
answering the friends who were trying to help me. I hated myself at the
moment, I hated myself so bad.
Tom put me down and I crouched on
the bathroom floor. My head on my knees and my hands wrapped around my
legs. I couldn't keep the sobs inside anymore.
"Don't start crying again. Jesh is hurting you know. Answer me right now if you care about her, about us."
There was silence for a few seconds. "I'm-I'm so sorry." I choked.
I felt the presence of warmth kneel down in front of me. Tom's hand
landed on both sides of my shoulders and pulled me into a tight hug.
"C-can't bre-breathe." I choked out.
"Then stop crying or I'm going to continue squeezing you." Tom said tightening.
"Ok,ok, I'll...try." I said trying to stop the tears pouring down eyes. I
rubbed my eyes hastily when Tom finally released me from the tight hug.
"Do you still need my help? She....told me." Tom said.
"I can't stand. When I move it hurts. My whole body hurts." I answered.
"So you want me to help you?" Tom asked.
"Please." I replied.
I stayed quiet as Tom turned on the water to the tub. He felt the water
three times and finally turned off the faucet when the tub was getting
full.
"I'm going to take this off of you now."
"We're both guys you know." I said.
"I know. Something just feels odd with me in the bathroom with you." Tom replied unraveling the blanket from around me.
"Why?" I asked.
"I don't know. In my eyes I'm not supposed to see you naked." Tom replied.
"I have the same body as you." I said.
"I understand. Hold on, I'm going to pick you up again."
I nodded and flinched when he picked me up. My body ached so bad and as I
thought, I had very large bright purple and blue bruises on my legs,
arms and chest.
I took the chance to peek at Tom and was glad that he wasn't looking or commenting.
'Where are you? Why aren't you here with me?' I thought to myself as I was
lowered into the warm water. It felt amazing on my body and I heard
myself sigh loud in relaxation.
"Feels good?" Tom asked.
"Yes, Thank you." I said.
Tom nodded and leg go when I hit the bottom of the tub.
"I'll get the shampoo and wash."
I nodded and laid my head on the edge of the tub, staring at the ceiling.
It had become quiet except for Tom looking for the shampoo and things.
"Did you see her?" I found myself asking, ruining the nice silence that was shared between us.
"Who?" Tom asked coming back to me. He set everything on the floor and picked up the shampoo.
"You know." I said.
"I don't think talking about her is good for you now." Tom said.
I lowered my head into the water for a second at his signal. Tom lathered some shampoo in my hair as I settled back again.
"D-did she really look so much like me?" I asked closing my eyes.
"I don't want you to cry again." Tom said.
"I won't." I quickly replied opening my eyes.
"Yes you will." Tom said.
"I'm fine, please....please tell me."
There was a moment of silence. Tom told me to duck my head but not in the
water. He told me to close my eyes as he scooped up some water and
rinsed out the shampoo from my hair.
I lifted my head once I was signaled and wiped my face of the water dripping from my hair.
"No." Tom said.
I quickly turned to him.
"I won't tell you. Just try to forget about it. Don't let something like
this break you down." Tom said getting up. He grabbed hold of the wash
and handed it to me.
I kept looking at him as he turned away and headed to the door.
"I'll be back. I forgot to grab some towels." he said.
I watched him all the way until the door clicked closed.
"I'm sorry." I whispered again.
I sat their for only a minute before I began washing. I didn't even wait
for Tom and painfully made my way to the shower stall to rinse off.
That's where I sat waiting until the door opened and closed.
"You should of waited for me." Tom said putting the towels done and helping
me out of the stall. He wrapped a towel around my waist and handed me
another. I sat down on the plush, soft, red toilet seat and sighed.
"I'm a guy. I should be fine. I mean....I am fine. I should stop crying and get over this. I should-"
"Shutup and dry off." Tom said ruffling my hair with a third towel he brought. He dried my hair and I dried my body.
"You done." Tom asked when he was done with my hair. I nodded and he began putting on my cloths for me when I stopped him.
"I'm fine. I can dress on my own." I said taking the cloths for him.
Still sitting on the tub I managed to put all of my cloths on. Tom, even
though I told him was not a big deal, turned the other way.
"You know your treating me like a girl or something." I said when I finished dressing.
Tom didn't answer my question but asked one of his own. "Are you done dressing?"
"Weren't you going to dress me before I said I could do it? So why are you
turned around? I'm a guy. I have everything that you have so there's no
shock to anything." I said.
Tom answered by turning around and picking up the towels that had fallen on the floor to toss them in the hamper.
"Answer me." I said.
"Woo,your just tired. Stop talking and I'm going to take you back to your
room and you go to sleep okay?" Tom said starting to pick me up.
"No. I can do this." I clenched my jaw and hand.
"No you can't. Didn't I tell you? Jeshka told me what....happened. You
can't can't walk at all and you know that. Now shut up and let me help
you!" Tom screamed.
I flinched back a little and lowered my head. I was picked up and we left the bathroom silently.
When I got back to the room the sheets were changed and Jeshka was not in
anymore. Tom laid me on the bed, asked if I needed anything and left
when I said no.
I was left lying on the bed, thoughts of Taecyeon
flooding back into my head. Thoughts that made tears want to pour back
down my cheeks. Tears that I couldn't supress.
"Why did you just leave me? Do you not love me like you said?" I whispered.
The house had gotten quiet and dark. Taecyeon was gone, probabally with
her. They said that Nichkhun guy had come too but I hadn't seen him and I
really didn't care. The person I cared about left me as soon as the
person he loved - no he still loves, came back.
The door creaked open and I dug my head into a pillow.
There were footsteps all the way to the side of the bed.
"Can I sleep here with you?"
It was Jeshka. I nodded and felt the bed lower. She snuggled close to me and grabbed my hand.
"Don't cry. Your hurting me."
"I'm sorry." I choked.
"Don't. Just go to sleep, you need all the rest you can get."
I nodded and closed my watery eyes.
Sleep was hard but eventually came. The warmth radiating from me helped my
sore body fall into the bliss of sleep for only a little bit because
before I knew it there was a lot of noise.
The door burst open which startled me awake. I looked around, it was still dark but odd because Jeshka was gone.
How long had I been asleep.
"You-" someone snarled.
I looked up at the door and gasped. It was her. She was quickly on top of me - cold hands encircling my neck and squeezing.
I didn't even get a chance to scream before she tore apart the side of my neck.
Suddenly, there was a lot of commotion.
I saw Taecyeon. Oh, how happy I was to see him.
I felt tears running down my face. I wanted to tell him that I loved him,
that he should please not leave me but once again, I couldn't feel
anything.
"Wooyoung!"
I looked to my left to see Jeshka. I smiled at her. "He's...back." I whispered before a world of black overtook me.
--xx--
'Am I dead?'
That's all I could think about. But I couldn't be dead because I could hear
voices. They sounded like Jeshka and MyungCha and Chansung and Tom and a
couple of other voices I didn't recognize off the bat.
'Where's Taec?' I thought when I definitely didn't hear his voice.
"Where...is..."
"He's awake!"
The shouting make me flinch. It was so close to my ear.
"Where....is....is...Taec?" I managed to mumble.
"No Woo, please don't, just don't think about-"
"Where?" I asked again.
"Just tell him. He's not here alright. He's still with EunKyung probabally at it right n-"
"Shutup! Stop saying stupid things. Get out of here if you don't want to see your face broken!"
The shouting. It really hurt my ears but what hurt worse was what that person said.
I didn't recognize the voice, but it was a girl.
Was Taecyeon really back together with EunKyung? Why wouldn't he see me?
Why did he just have sex with me and leave? He knew it hurt me.
Especially because I'm only human. He knew what he did - what we did
would hurt me for a while. Yet he still left me.
Why was he torturing me like this?
"Woo go back to sleep, please go back to sleep." someone said.
I nodded. 'That's the only thing I can do.' I thought to myself closing my eyes and once again drifting off.
--xx--
The next time I woke up, nobody was in the room.
It seemed to be early morning and the room was bright.
I closed my eyes for a bit before opening them and lifting myself up into
a sitting position. It earned a groan that escaped my lips but nothing
seriously hurt that I couldn't handle.
No one was in the room and it was very quiet. Not that it hadn't been quiet since everything happened on that night.
I sat there for a while looking at nothing but the air in front of me.
"I need to get over this. Get up and go take a shower then make some food
and talk with everyone again. Then when the time comes I.....can ask
Taecyeon if I can.....leave...." I mumbled getting up.
I took a long shower and took the longest time getting dressed. Not because
anything hurt, but my body just wasn't responding to what I wanted to
do.
I managed to make my way down the stairs. Nothing had
changed. I didn't even remember how long since I've been in the kitchen
or the tv room.
The fridge was packed with food so I took my time
and made the most food I've ever made. I was making another batch of
pancakes when someone grabbed my hand.
I quickly looked up to see MyungCha.
"What, are you feeding everyone in new Seoul?" she said sarcastically getting herself a plate of food.
I sighed and put the bowl of batter down.
"I haven't seen you down here in a long time. Are you still mad at me?" MyungCha asked.
"What?" I said looking at her.
"I'm sorry."
I had to take a minute of thinking to remember exactly what she was
talking about. It didn't really matter to me anymore. I forgave her on
that night.
"I forgive you. I'm not mad at you anymore." I said.
"I'm sorry."
"You don't have to apologize I said I-"
"No. I mean about what's happening. If I could, If I was strong enough, if
Chansung would turn me then I would get rid of her. She has no right to
suddenly-"
I lowered my head. My chest ached and my heart started beating fast. I didn't want to hear about it. "It's okay."
"But you have to know that he loves you. He might have not come to see you
yet but know that he really loves you and after he's done talking to
her, he'll come to you." MyungCha said.
It hurt my chest to hear her say that.
"Jeshka and Tom said that same same thing." I said.
"Because it true. Your not thinking what I think your thinking right Woo? Please don't-"
"I-I don't know anymore." I interrupted.
"Wooyoung." she got up and walked up to me "Believe in him."
The room got quiet. I didn't even realize that she had pulled me in a hug
and that the tears that I begged myself to keep inside had come running
back down my face.
"I can't take it anymore." I whispered.
"Shhhh..."
"There's no need for me anymore. Even that night MyungCha, he ignored me. I
called out for him and he left. He left me feeling hurt and abandoned.
She suddenly comes back and he leaves me. I thought he.......really
loved me." I choked.
"He does please believe him." she said tightening the hug.
"He doesn't." I pulled away from the hug and looked straight at her wiping away the tears.
"I'm not going to cry for him anymore. I'm not going to cry for something
that never was. I can't-I can't handle the pain anymore. My pain ended
when I was put into an orphanage, when all hope for my parents were
taken away from me. I can't go through something like this again." I
said.
This time MyungCha stayed quiet. I smiled a sad smile and turned back to the neglected bowl of batter.
"I'm just going to finish this last bowl." I said.
MyungCha ate in silence the rest of them time. More peope came in and after I
greeted them and they greeted back, it stayed quiet. They all ate. I sat
down and stared at nothing but air again.
I didn't even notice when my name was called and soft slender arms wrapped around me. "Good
morning." Jeshka said when I snapped away from nothing in particular.
"Good morning." I said giving her a strained smile. She frowned and nodded just as Tom came in.
They all ate and I continued once again sitting there.
"Woah, why did you make so much food? You trying to feed the whole country?" Tom joked.
I chuckled and shook my head no.
He smiled and stacked his plate with a second helping.
I took out all my anger and sadness on the food. I wasn't going to cry for anything anymore.
"I want to go to new Seoul today." I said.
They all stopped eating and looked up at me.
"What?" I smiled.
Nobody answered.
"I'm tired of being scooped up in this place. I want to go somewhere, do something." I said.
"I'm going with Chan later today when he wakes up if you want to come with us." MyungCha said.
"Really? Yes I want to-
"No! What are you thinking? Don't try anything again. He needs to stay here, that's what Taecyeon wants and-"
"I'm going." I interrupted Jeshka.
"Wooyoung-"
"Your not my mother! I'm not a slave that's expected to be scooped up in this house. Besides, there's nothing for me to do and-"
"Ok then if you really want to go out then let me go ask-"
I quickly stood up. "No!" I yelled.
The room went quiet. I grabbed my head and shook it. "I'm sorry." I apologized.
"You don't need his permission for me to leave. He doesn't care and I want
to be out of this place. Ill be waiting in my room, just come get me
when it's time to go MyungCha." I said avoiding Jeshka's eyes.
I felt so bad. I really didn't mean to scream at her.
"Wait, here."
I paused as my hand was grabbed. Tom handed me a plate of food.
I looked up at him and he scowled. "You haven't eaten." he said.
"I'm not-"
"Yes you are." he sternly said.
I continued looking at him confused but ended up sighing and nodded.
"Thank you." I said as I made my way up the stairs and to my room.
--xx--
It was a long time before MyungCha opened the door and told me it was time to go.
I realized that I spent the whole day in my room because it seemed to be darker outside.
I nodded and grabbed a coat.
"So, where are you guys going?" I asked following her down the stairs.
"Well, we heard there's this carnival and we both want to go. And Chan needs to feed." she said.
I stopped and so did she.
"Why did you stop? I'm not the only one that he feeds on you know. I allow him to feed on others only if I'm there." she said.
"I don't....want to be there." I said.
"Oh. Is that it. You'll stay at the carnival while I go with him, then we'll
come back and get you." she said beginning to walk again.
I nodded okay, but sure would I like someone to go with me. But Jeshka was
probably mad at me and Tom didn't seem to be in a very good mood
lately.
"I haven't been to a carnival before. This will be real-"
I paused as I bumped into MyungCha. "What's wrong why did you-"
I stopped talking completely. I can understand why she stopped. Standing in front of the door was no other than Taecyeon.
I think I gasped. No - I did gasp.
He looked.....different.
"And where have I heard your going?" he snarled.
I flinched, knowing he was talking to me. He couldn't be talking to
MyungCha because he didn't control where she went - where all of them
went except me.
All mixed emotions were running through me but
the most dominant seemed to be anger. I was angry at him. I was very
angry and sad and just wanted a hug from him, wanted him to tell me
everything was going to be okay but all the emotion he was showing was
anger.
"I asked where you are going?" he asked again.
"To the carnival." MyungCha said.
"Not you." he said. I heard his steps and then he was suddenly in front of me.
"I don't want you to leave. You can get hurt out there and I won't be
there to protect you. If you really want to go then wait and I'll-"
"You don't own me." I whispered.
An eerie silence passed through. I could catch the sight of some of the
other house tenants in the kitchen. Actually, everyone seemed to be in
the kitchen and the kitchen had a very clear view of the front door and
stairs.
"What did you say?" Taecyeon asked frowning.
"Um- I'll meet you in the car, Chan is waiting." MyungCha said. Even she could feel the tension that was lingering.
"Wait I'll come with you." I said walking past Taecyeon. MyungCha walked out
of the door and I was almost right behind her when my arm was painfully
grabbed and I was pulled back. The door shut loudly, the whole house
seemed to shake.
"Oww." I groaned twisting my hand. The grip was suddenly gone and my face was lifted up.
"I'm sorry." Taecyeon said.
I pulled my head away and rubbed my arm.
"Woo, why are you doing this?" he asked.
Just looking at him hurt now.
"I'm leaving. Please don't try to stop me." I said turning around.
Once again I was blocked as he was suddenly in front of me, a look of pain on his face.
That broke me. Anger was seething from inside me so much. I wanted to - I
wanted to right then curse him out so bad but I didn't curse. I have
never cursed, instead I showed him how he has made me feel since he left
me that night.
"Get out of my way." I gritted my teeth together and squeezed my fists.
"No." he said.
"Get out of my way now. Why are you even here? Aren't you supposed to be
with your lover! She's back isn't she? So why are you here! Aren't you
supposed to be with her!" I screamed madness showing on my face.
He actually took a little step back. He looked surprised but the look of pain didn't escape from his face.
"She's not who I want." he said.
"Shut it. Get out of my way." I said trying to get passed him.
He grabbed me and spun me around to my original stance in front of him.
"I love you Wooyoung." he said.
That hit rock bottom.
I sank to the floor and I could surely feel tears in my eyes. Huge,wet tears that were already stinging my eyes.
Madness and Sadness merged together to create a Wooyoung Volcano.
I felt him kneel down in front of me. "Please don't cry my love." he said putting a cold hand on my shoulder.
"Don't!" I screamed slapping his hand away. I stood up, tears in my eyes, on my face, everywhere.
"Do.You.Know how much you've hurt me. Ever since I've come here all you've done is
hurt me. If I wanted to be hurt then wouldn't staying back in Old Seoul
be better? I don't want to be broken down again! I don't! You say you
love me but do you really? Don't I just look like her! She's back so why
would you want me when you can have the original! You told me you love
her, I can't replace her so let me go!" I yelled.
The house went quiet once again.
"You sure are quite the screamer. You've woken me up."
It was her voice. It made me shiver. I knew she was standing right behind
me, but I didn't want to turn around. I didn't want to know if she
looked like me anymore. I didn't want to know she was there at all.
"Is that how much you hate me?" EunKyung said.
'What? Is she reading my mind?' I thought.
"Something I can do. Don't you think it's special. Now why don't you want to see me so much." she said.
"I don't hate you. I-just don't care I want to leave." I said.
There was silence. "Well you heard him. He wants to leave." she said.
"I won't let that happen.I love him." Taecyeon said.
"Because he looks like-" she said.
"No. Because I love him." Taecyeon interrupted.
"They won't approve of this." she said.
I tuned out afterwards. I didn't care, I just wanted to go out and have
some fun. Not think of the house or anything that was bothering me.
"Can I leave now?" I asked interrupting their conversation.
"No." Taecyeon said.
"Taec!" I screamed.
"Jeshka please come and take him to his room. Wooyoung please believe me when I
say that I love you and your the only one I love right now. Just please
wait a little bit for me, I have things to discuss and go over."
Taecyeon said.
"Come on Woo please." Jeshka said suddenly besides me.
I lowered my head. I wasn't going to give up. "I hate you so much right
now." I said making my way to the stairs and straight to my room.
I was so mad that I put the feeling I saw on his face way behind my head. I didn't even want to think about him anymore.
Jeshka came in and apologized. I knew it was her that told him.
"It's okay. It's not you I'm mad at. Can you forgive me?" I asked.
"Of course Woo, your like a younger brother to me." she said.
I nodded and truly smiled to her. "Thank you." I said.
She smiled, nodded and left.
I sat there for only a minute or two before I got up and headed to the door.
It was quiet. I headed down the stairs and looked into the kitchen, some people were still there.
"Shoot." I whispered.
'Im just going to have to make a dash for it.' I thought .
I counted to three and sprinted to the door. I managed to open it and run
straight, not knowing where I was going. MyungCha was gone since there
was no other car but Jeshka's out.
The air hit my hair and face and I would be lying if I didn't say that didn't make me feel a little
better. It made my body relax. I wanted to stop and scream out into the
night.
I didn't make it far before I was grabbed.
I didn't struggle, nor did I say anything as I looked up at Taecyeon.
Silence passed between us.
"I can't forgive you for this." I said pulling myself away from his cold body and making my way back to the house.
I was stopped when he was suddenly in front of me.
"No!" I screamed when he pulled me into a tight hug. I tried tugging away but couldn't.
"Let go!" I screamed.
"I'm sorry Woo. You have every right to hate me right now but please don't believe that I don't love you." he said.
I stopped struggling and lowered my head. How many times had he said it? I
couldn't remember but it seemed to be a lot. Was he telling the truth
or was I just forgiving too easily.
But I didn't want to be mad.
He was finally back and talking to me and I knew if I just asked then he
would give me the hug and support that I'd been wanting.
Taecyeon pulled me into a hug and I stayed still.
"That night, I was shocked when I heard her name and that she was back I was
so shocked that I wanted to see if it was real. I was going to to come
back to you but then she said some things about my parents. She's been
talking to my parents Woo and it will be bad if they come here. I don't
want them to come here. I want to introduce you to them in a different
way even thought I told them I would never talk to them again, I want to
introduce the love of my life. Your the only one I love. I don't love
her Wooyoung. I don't love EunKyung, I'm in love with Wooyoung."
Taecyeon said.
'He said it again.' I thought to myself.
"Please forgive me." he said.
I still didn't feel like talking but the hug was what I wanted, and for
him to tell me that everything was going to be okay, that he would never
leave me.
"Everything is going to be okay. I won't ever leave you Wooyoung. I love you too much for that." he said.
I actually gasped.
"What-Can you read my thoughts too?" I asked.
"No. That's what I wanted to say." he replied.
"My eyes stung but I definitely didn't want to cry anymore.
"I forgive you." I said.
The hug got a little bit tighter.
"Is...your body okay?"
I closed my eyes and wrapped my hands around him. He was cold, but hugging him gave me warmth.
"I'm okay." I said.
"I'm really sorry for leaving you like that."
"It's okay." I replied shivering.
"Do you want to go back inside?" he asked.
I stiffened. Was he going to leave me again to go talk to her?
"I'm done talking to her, I believe there's nothing I can do anymore. She
has told my parents where I am and they are coming here." he said.
"Is that... why she came?" I asked.
"No..." he paused "I can't give her what she wants. My heart is already yearning for someone else."
I couldn't help but smile and tighten my hug.
"I'm really glad that you-" I stopped as Taecyeons body started sagging to the floor.
"Taec?" I said panicked.
"I'm...fine." he replied.
"Are you sure? You kind of look different you know. Come on let's go back inside." I said taking hold of his hand.
We walked into the house and I pulled his hand making our way up the stairs when he fell to the floor.
"Taec!" I yelled.
It caused a stir because as soon as I yelled, people were surrounding us.
I kneeled down and touched the side of his cheek. "Taec are you okay?" I asked.
"Woo, what happened?" Jeshka was suddenly kneeled besides me looking worried.
"I don't know he just...fell." I said panicked.
"It's the blood. He needs to feed, now." someone said.
"What?" I said not even getting a chance to look back at Taecyeon as I was pushed out of the way.
"Told you you needed to drink. Now hurry and drink from me, then we can go feed."
I frowned at the voice. EunKyung.
I stood up, my head lowered and began my way up the stairs when my name was called.
"No. Wooyoung-sshi, he needs your blood. He needs it now. It looks like he hasn't fed in a while." someone said again.
I turned back around to find all of them watching me. "But he has her." I said.
"But I want you." Taecyeon said.
I didn't even have to think about it as I made my way to his side and
knelt besides him once again, but on the opposite side of EunKyung.
I made sure not to look at her and half lifted Taecyeon onto my lap and
pulled at my shirt so my neck was exposed. It felt odd with all of them
watching but Taecyeon was sick and he needed me.
I closed my eyes as he bit. It hurt. It was like he couldn't control it, meaning even if
I did stay calm he couldn't control his "powers" to make it not hurt.
He bit again, teeth still sunk into the soft skin on my neck and I told
myself that I would never let him go unfed for too long again. It hurt a
lot.
After a while I started getting dizzy and I had to grab onto him for support. He had completely gotten up and I was on his lap.
"Taecyeon-sshi that's enough!" someone yelled.
He didn't stop.
"It hurts, Taec." I said.
He stopped.
I sighed in relief and smiled weakly. I felt tired all of a sudden and just wanted to sleep.
"Can I....sleep together with you... today?" I asked, my eyes fluttering.
"I don't think you'll like where I-"
"In the library." I said.
"Are you sure?" he asked.
I nodded and smiled closing my eyes. It wouldn't hurt to see the library again.
I believed Taec would never do anything like what happened in there again.
Besides, he was tricked.
A/N YES. Taecyeon's Parent's are coming. This should be interesting.
I want to change the first person view to the regular way I write. Is
is okay? It's proven a little difficult for me to write in first person
now. I just want to know if it's okay with you guys, please tell me. :)
•I feel a little iffy about this chapter. Do you like it?•
P.S.S..sorry but I just wanted everyone to know that I made a Tumblr *throws confetti* anyone have one so i can follow you?