With This Tear
Title: With This Tear
Pairing: Eunhae/Haehyuk
Rating: R (NC-17)
Aurthor: eunhee18
Genre: Pure Romance, angst, and drama
Warning(s): Language, nudity, heavy sexual content
Summary: Dealing with love is a hard thing, but not as hard as falling in love. Eunhyuk and Donghae are just two people who fell in love, and now they have to learn to deal with it. Life as they knew it was theirs. It seemed that they had everything. But with Super Junior M getting in the way of many things, their relationship-their love was dwindling. Problems occurred when Donghae wanted to out their love to the public and to their group. Eunhyuk refused, leading to a terrible fight. And what Donghae does next is unexplainable...even to me...
Donghae, who seemed to have a sudden burst of energy, leaped over Eunhyuk. His legs on either side of the startled boy, and smiled evilly at him, “What do you want to do?” he asked.
His boyfriend could do nothing but laughed as Donghae collapsed himself over him. “I know what you want to do, but I want to take a shower first,” he laughed.
“A shower? That’s sounds fun,” Donghae mentioned. He ran a finger down the other’s chest.
“Alone,” Eunhyuk laughed. “I’ll be right back,” he said pushing the younger boy off him.
“Hurry up,” said Donghae as he sat up.
Eunhyuk looked back. His eyes told Donghae to shut up, and he did. He closed the door to his bathroom. He stopped and looked at the tightly shut door. He put his ear to it, but couldn’t hear anything. He smiled as his heart rushed with excitement. The next sound that filled the air was the sound of the water flowing down from the shower head. It was warm enough as Eunhyuk ran his fingers through it. He then turned towards the mirror. He picked up his brush, and combed though his nappy locks.
His head turned sharply when he heard a knock coming from the other side of the door, “No, Donghae,” he said fiercely.
He then heard Donghae’s whining voice, “Eunhyuk, please let me in,” he pleaded. Eunhyuk sighed. He had to let him in.
“Fine,” he said as he set the brush back on the counter. Soon, Donghae’s head popped in. With a grin on his face, he just approached Eun slowly.
He slowly moved his hand around the other boy’s waist, “What are you doing?” Eunhyuk asked nervously as Donghae pulled him closer to him.
“Shhh,” said the younger boy. He pressed his lips hard on Eunhyuk’s neck. His teeth dug into his flesh, and his tongue danced around his warm skin.
“Donghae,” breathed Eunhyuk; he squeezed the sides of Donghae’s arms as he kept going. Donghae moved down. His knees touched the floor, and he looked up.
“Take your shirt off,” he whispered. Eunhyuk did as he was told with no question. The cloth fell to the floor behind them, and Donghae held his boyfriend by his lower waist. His warm lips pressed upon Eunhyuk’s stomach. Having the same slow rhythm he had earlier, he made chills run throughout Eunhyuk’s body as he bit into him. He deeply kissed him. Eunhyuk pushed him more into him. He ran his long fingers through Donghae’s dark brown hair. Looking upon the ceiling, he breathed in pleasure.
Donghae then stopped. He looked up at his lover and said, “You’re wasting water,” he told him softly.
A tiny smile cracked upon his face. Donghae rose to his feet, and their lips then met. Eunhyuk wrapped his arms around Donghae’s neck as their lips collided together.
Breaking away, Donghae then said, “I bet-that I can make you scream so loud the neighbors would hear,” his nose touched the tip of Eunhyuk’s.
Laughing, he then answered, “Really, I’ll take that bet,”
The warm water ran down Eunhyuk’s back as he turned to face Donghae. He ran his fingers through the other boy’s soft wet hair. A smile appeared upon his face, he sighed softly as their heads touched. Donghae rested his strong arms around the slightly taller boy’s waist, and softly he kissed cheek. His lips felt as though he was just rubbing them across Eunhyuk’s flesh. Further he went down, and their lips touched.
When he parted them, Donghae quietly uttered, “Can I wash you?” he asked so tenderly. Eunhyuk felt his heart race, and slowly, but surely, he nodded.
Donghae reached for the towel that was folded upon the tub’s ledge. Soaking it in the warm running water, he then covered it in sweet smelling soap. Without saying anything, he began to rub Eunhyuk’s skin with the towel. Trailing up and around his neck, the older boy raised his head. His eyes closed as he felt the touch of the soft towel and Donghae’s hand.
Lower and lower he went. Donghae stroked Eunhyuk’s chest, and then his stomach. Beneath his belly button, Donghae stopped. He bent to his knees, looked up at his lover, who starred impassively at him, and then he ran the towel up his thigh. He could feel Eunhyuk’s fingers grip his shoulders. His head flung upwards, and all at once, the towel dropped to the floor.
“….Donghae…,” Eunhyuk breathed as his lover kissed his stomach softly. He continued to touch his most forbidden place making the older boy whelp in his arms. Deeper and deeper his hands went. Eunhyuk’s grip upon Donghae’s shoulders tightened and a loud moan escaped from his mouth. “…this feels…” moaned Eunhyuk.
Donghae pushed his hand a bit harder as he could tell that his lover was about burst into him. His loud shrieks of pleasure filled his entire house that Donghae was sure even the neighbors heard him. Soon, he gave into him. Upon his hand was the pearly white liquid. He looked up at the heavily breathing Eun, and smiled softly at him.
Standing to his feet, he then embraced him tightly, and kissed his soft lips. “Donghae,” uttered Eun as their lips mashed together. “Make love to me,” his voice quivered. His arms locked around Donghae’s neck.
Pulling away from each other, Donghae reached for the knob and he turned the shower off. Their eyes stayed locked on each other’s. They both stepped out of the shower. Donghae dried Eunhyuk from head to toe…and then they went into the bedroom.
Donghae laid himself over Eunhyuk’s bare body and kissed him feverishly. Trailing to his neck, he tasted his lover’s sweet skin. His dripping went hair moistened Eunhyuk’s chest as his fingers tangled in his hair. “Remember that night,” Eunhyuk softly breathed, “…in Thailand. When you said those things, and did--,” he quivered at Donghae’s sudden touch.
Coming back up to him, Donghae softly answered, “Yeah,” their eyes locked.
“I wanted it then,” Eunhyuk’s eyes softened. His hand caressed Donghae’s cheek, “I was just afraid….afraid of how I’d feel about you afterwards,”
Donghae couldn’t turn away from him.
“I love you so much,” grinned Eunhyuk.
Donghae rose upon his elbows, “I love you too,” he said, “I’ve always loved you.”
He placed himself in between Eunhyuk’s legs, and all at once he began slowly moving inwards. The other boy bit his lower lip as the single touch sent electricity about his body.
“-oh Donghae…” he breathed.
Donghae pushed harder and harder into him as he felt his erection grow. Sighs and moan escaped both their mouths. Heavily breathing into one another, Eunhyuk gripped Donghae’s wrists as he thrust into him as well. Their bodies moved together, and there was a sudden, “OOOOH!!!! GOOOOD!!!”
Eunhyuk screamed loudly into the slow afternoon. There was no one to disturb them; no one. Donghae eventually came. Collapsing over the other, they breathed heavily into one another. Donghae stayed still for almost five minutes until he placed his lips upon Eunhyuk’s. Their kiss slowed, and eventually they broke away from each other.
About a half hour later, they still laid by each other’s side. Exchanging looks and giggles, they then conversed a little.
“I can honestly say you are amazing in bed,” smiled Eunhyuk.
Donghae laughed and buried his face in his hands.
“I’m serious,” giggled the other. “You are so good,”
Donghae softened his gazed, “Well, I have a bit of a confession to make,”
“I know I’m not you’re first,” said Eunhyuk as if he read his mind.
“You do?”
“Yeah,”
Donghae blankly stared at him.
“Who was it with?” asked his boyfriend.
Donghae gulped, “This was such a long time ago,” he began. “-it was a little after we met, but I did live with him for a very long time,”
“Yunho?” Eunhyuk wanted to laugh, “You nailed that guy?”
“Is that so hard to fathom?”
“Of course not, I’m just surprised that you two went out is all,”
Donghae shook his head, “I never like him,” he admitted, “I just fucked him,”
Eunhyuk laughed, but only a little. “Did he like you?”
Donghae looked unsure, “I doubt it,” he told him, “We only did it like a few times,”
“I really don’t know what to think of this,” Eunhyuk said, “You lost your virginity when you were a teenager, and me…,”
Donghae interrupted, “At least you lost it to me,” he giggled.
“How old were you when you first did it?”
“-about fifteen,”
Eunhyuk propped himself up on his elbow as he turned to face his lover. His look turned into an almost fierce one, “Would you do it with anyone else if you had the chance?” he asked. His tone was low.
Donghae shook his head, “Of course not,” he said truthfully. “I’m not attracted to every guy I see on the street,”
Eunhyuk laughed, “I beg to differ,” he said, “I see the way you act around Siwon,”
Donghae’s heart sank, “What!?”
“You totally think he’s hot,” Eunhyuk had to giggle. “Don’t worry. I find a lot of guys that I find very attractive,”
“Oh, yeah? Like who?” Donghae asked poking him in his stomach.
Eunhyuk turned into a bright red, “Minwoo,”
Donghae scrunched his face, “Minwoo? Please, that guy is ugly,”
“Hey, you’re pretty weird yourself for thinking a fellow member of Super Junior is hot,”
Donghae slapped him on the shoulder.
“Quit it,” Eunhyuk laughed.
There was a silent moment that filled the air. Donghae had comfortably turned onto his back. He sighed deeply in and then out. Eunhyuk placed himself on his chest. Donghae wrapped his arms around him. “This is nice,” he whispered. Their eyes closed, and they softly fell asleep
*THere will be a second part to chapter nine. In other words i didn't finish lol ^_^........
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