Enchanted

Apr 07, 2011 00:11

This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Donghae offered to walk Hyukjae home.

They shared a very quiet but enjoyable walk, with little conversations along the way.

Under the moonlight, they both savored a memorable night as the both of them silently admire each other’s presence and features.

“Well, we’re here.” Hyukjae said with an awkward tone when they’ve reached the front door of his house.

“You have a nice house.” complimented Donghae, while scratching the back of his neck trying to prolong the conversation.

“Thank you. Erm…..good night?” wished Hyukjae, with a reluctant tone. He didn’t want the night to end, at least. He wanted to spend more time with Donghae. He didn’t know why.

“Good night Hyukjae.” Donghae wished with a sad yet enchanting smile.

Hyukjae smiled, turning to open his door when he suddenly felt a pair of arm around his waist.

Donghae was hugging him from the back, enjoying the special scent from Hyukjae’s cologne; strawberry. It was a silent hug. None of them wanted to speak, only enjoying and savoring the warmth emitting from each other. Hyukjae could feel Donghae’s breathing on his neck and they could feel each other’s heartbeat. Before Hyukjae knew it, he was facing Donghae and then he felt a pair of soft lips against his own. They stayed like this for a while, just lips touching; with Donghae’s hands still around Hyukjae’s waist.

“Good night and goodbye Hyukjae.” Donghae whispered. It was so soft that Hyukjae would have missed it, if their lips weren’t attached.

Donghae pulled away first, and he takes in the feature Hyukjae’s blushing face. He smiled.

“You are so cute.” Donghae said as he kissed the tip of Hyukjae’s nose, making the latter blush even harder than before.

“Aren’t you going to say goodbye?” Donghae asked, hands still around Hyukjae’s waist, feeling very reluctant to let go.

“Goodbye, Donghae” Hyukjae silently wished, as he was still blushing at the thought of what just happened.

They bid each other goodbye; for real, with reluctant smiles. But never did Hyukjae knew, it was a real goodbye.

The lingering question kept me up
2-AM, who do you love?
I wonder till I’m wide awake
Now I’m pacing back & forth
Wishing you were at my door, I open up and you would say
“Hey, it was enchanting to meet you”
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

Hyukjae couldn’t sleep. Donghae was all he can think about. Only then he realized that Donghae left, without any contact number or even, a way to contact him. Nor did they promise to meet again after tonight.

Hyukjae suddenly had a painful feeling at his heart, as he recalled the scene before. Donghae’s voice was low; regretful and sad during their goodbye. And his beautiful face carried a sad expression.

“Will we meet again?” thought Hyukjae, as he stared at the stars out the window and tried to get some sleep, thinking of the possibility of meeting Donghae once again. Unconsciously his tears fell but he did not know the core reason to his cries. Not until another week, or for another week, or for the rest of his life.

This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Week after week after week, never did Hyukjae get a glance of Donghae again. He went to the club every week, hoping to search for a certain blond-haired male but never was his search a success.

All he could do; was drown himself with alcohol and try to get over his frustrations, wishing Donghae would appear in front of him once again.

“Hyukjae, you have never drank that much, what is wrong?” asked Jongwoon with a concerned voice, while clinging to his new partner, Shiwon. Apparently Shiwon was Jongwoon’s stalker and he was at rage witnessing Jongwoon’s fail flirting skills with the bartender, thus he confessed. And being the weird one among them, he thought stalkers are amusing and he accepted Shiwon right away.

Hyukjae look at the newly found couple and groaned even more. Even his fail of a hyung has gotten himself a smoking hot used-to-be-stalker-boyfriend. Heck it, even Sungmin; who was desperate over Kyuhyun got over his rejection and hooked himself up with Ryewook; the bartender that Jongwoon was hitting on the past few weeks. And yet, he had his first heartbreak ever within one night. The night he fell in love was also the night he got his heart broken. But never once, did he forget the night he met Donghae. After all, he was enchanted. Deeply enchanted and he fell in love, hard.

“Just leave me alone to die alone!” Hyukjae cried out, while sipping the bottle of beer down in one-shot. Crying out his misery of sleepless night, trying to wonder where the guy who left him like this went missing to and why did he never appear again.

Heechul was amused and he was heartbroken watching the changes that occurred to his dongsaeng. He knew the reason to Hyukjae’s behavior changes. It was Donghae, the blond guy that he saw approaching his dongsaeng. He investigated right away on Donghae’s profile the night he saw him approaching his shy dongsaeng that night. He figured that Donghae would be the one when he saw the blushing face of Hyukjae and how they left together as a drink, because Hyukjae never leave the club alone with a stranger. He was happy to think that finally Hyukjae had found his happiness. But after their encounter, Hyukjae was looking more sorrow than he ever was. He wasn’t smiling as he used to, he wasn’t responsive and often space out, staring into nothingness. Heechul then noticed Hyukjae’s constant visit to the club, as if in search of something or rather, someone. He figured it was Donghae as he himself never sees Donghae in the club anymore.

He wanted to see the bright gummy smile that the boy portrays and he tried his best searching for the missing guy. But even being the most prestigious person in his country, there was no trace of Donghae. Not one trace at all. Even his boyfriend from China tried searching but they failed. And Heechul is tired of seeing Hyukjae’s condition.

“That’s enough Hyukjae. Either you get your ass out there, dance it all out and go back to the happy-smiley-ignorant favorite dongsaeng of mine, or I will send you to Paris and let you die there trying to converse or even, understand French.” Heechul shouted at the drunken Hyukjae, that was staring at a beer bottle, crying. He could not handle anymore of devastated Hyukjae. He has to do something to help Hyukjae.

“Paris….BON-ZOOOOOOOOOOOO~” Hyukjae answered while giggling. “I know French *hic* okay *hic* like *hic* je’taime~! je’taime, je’taime~ *sob*” hyukjae cried, while shouting out `je’taime’, thinking of the meaning and cried his heart out.

Heechul gives up. Not even threatening with French works. He looked at Hankyung for help, as he was desperate. He needed his cheerful dongsaeng back, not a mourning one. None of them knew what else to do. Not even Leeteuk, the one who is usually wise in everything. They could only sigh and pray for their dongsaeng to heal as time passes by.

This is me praying that
This was the very first page, not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name, until I see you again
These are the words I held back, as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you.
Please don’t be in love with someone else; please don’t have somebody waiting on you.
Please don’t be in love with someone else; please don’t have somebody waiting on you.

After 2 months of crying and being heartbroken, Hyukjae decided to get over Donghae. He would put Donghae as a past and move on.

“I’m tired of holding on.” Hyukjae thought, as he cried while staring at the moon and stars, lying on the roof outside his room.

He sees his friends worrying about him, and he could not bear to hurt them anymore. His friends has been such great support, it hurts to see them worrying and getting frustrations over his problem. He decided to end things once and for all.

“It was never meant to be in the first place. What was I thinking anyway? A guy like him was too good to be true.” Hyukjae sighed and closed his eyes.

“Goodbye Donghae.” whispered Hyukjae while drifting to sleep.

This night is sparkling don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is sparkling don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck dancing around all alone

Hyukhae was slowly moving on. He went back to his usual routine. And he tries his very best to show his friends that he is okay.

He started smiling more, though it never reaches his eyes nor does the signature smile of his ever appeared again. His friends would still try to cheer him up and introduces new people to him, but Hyukjae would reject their good intentions. He appreciates their efforts, but he still needed time.

After all, Donghae still hold a strong position in his heart. He tries his best not to wear his heart out on a sleeve again like he did with Donghae.

I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Every night, he would still wonder the same thing over again. And he silently wishes that God would answer his prayers for once; to meet Donghae again and maybe then, just then he would try to hold him back.

Please don’t be in love with someone else; please don’t have somebody waiting on you.

And he becomes selfish silently, hoping that Donghae would come back to him some day.

The end.....or not :)

A/N : Yes, it has a sad ending and I can't guarantee you if this will have a sequel OR in Donghae's pov (Because technically, this is supposed to be written in Hyukjae's pov). And please take note that this was a random fic as I was emoing and the song happens to inspire me to write. But I deeply apologize for the sad ending but hey the song lyrics and melody is sad, so yeah :/ BLAME TAYLOR SWIFT FOR BEING SO EMO. Now you can go ahead and bash my sucky writing /hides/

A/N 2 : I apologize if the storyline is a bit too fast and messy. My mind was messed up :/

A/N 3 : while I am on it, let's dedicate this fic to all april babies on my friends' list shall we

song-fic, one-shot, eunhae, fanfic

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