annum
A year later- my job interview, graduation, finishing that shitty hell of a capstone placement. Here I am.
I've learned a bit about myself. First, I can persevere through some amazingly hard bullshit. Second, I'm not especially likeable right now- I have no friends and though some of my work mates seem to like me for facets of my work habits, many folks at work dislive me openly.
I know why, and I think it has to do with my unhappiness more than anything else. And I'm working on that, but it is slow going.
In other news, I dumped my shrink. One day I just realized he wasn't doing anything for me and I can't afoord him if that's the case. I regret nothing.
But I miss feeling like I need him even if I don't miss him.
I've learned a bit about myself. First, I can persevere through some amazingly hard bullshit. Second, I'm not especially likeable right now- I have no friends and though some of my work mates seem to like me for facets of my work habits, many folks at work dislive me openly.
I know why, and I think it has to do with my unhappiness more than anything else. And I'm working on that, but it is slow going.
In other news, I dumped my shrink. One day I just realized he wasn't doing anything for me and I can't afoord him if that's the case. I regret nothing.
But I miss feeling like I need him even if I don't miss him.