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the past 8 months of my life have been insane. i have found out what will actually kill me, and what just makes me think i need to die. i found out who my best friend is, and that i can have more than one best friend, oh and who i want that next one to be. i moved around a whole lot. ive ended up in jail, cds house, his dads ex girlfriends house, a homeless shelter, lots of friends houses, oregon!, a psych ward, my grandmothers house, and many cop cars. ive been alone, and with everyone in the world, sometimes both at the same time. i stole pez, i took pictures, i made friends with bums. i made friends with old friends, and finally fallen out of love. ive had boyfriends, crushes, and spoiled assholes around me. ive been to school less than three months out of the whole school year, and ive changed schools 5 times. the people who i am talking to these days are the only people who i want in my life. everyone else hasnt proven themselves, and the friends i have are the most amazing people in the world. i meet new people all of the time, and go to new york and have the time of my life. my best friend and galfriend comes to ct and is sad, but we walk for hours in the rain and that makes it all better. we make it all better. always. i broke his heart. i broke his heart too. and his. and i broke her heart. and im sorry. but no more drama for kate. only fun. only fun.
the past 8 months of my life have been insane. i have found out what will actually kill me, and what just makes me think i need to die. i found out who my best friend is, and that i can have more than one best friend, oh and who i want that next one to be. i moved around a whole lot. ive ended up in jail, cds house, his dads ex girlfriends house, a homeless shelter, lots of friends houses, oregon!, a psych ward, my grandmothers house, and many cop cars. ive been alone, and with everyone in the world, sometimes both at the same time. i stole pez, i took pictures, i made friends with bums. i made friends with old friends, and finally fallen out of love. ive had boyfriends, crushes, and spoiled assholes around me. ive been to school less than three months out of the whole school year, and ive changed schools 5 times. the people who i am talking to these days are the only people who i want in my life. everyone else hasnt proven themselves, and the friends i have are the most amazing people in the world. i meet new people all of the time, and go to new york and have the time of my life. my best friend and galfriend comes to ct and is sad, but we walk for hours in the rain and that makes it all better. we make it all better. always. i broke his heart. i broke his heart too. and his. and i broke her heart. and im sorry. but no more drama for kate. only fun. only fun.