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i got suspended.....second period i got called down to mrs vasquez office and matt ripo was there, he told them how i dared him to put a suastica on his arm, cause he got caught with it. Mr miele already knew i had the day before so i said i did it because soeone else dared me, i didnt want to say who who he made me look through the yearbook and find him, so i just told themwho it was(rob brophy). Then we got searched and lockers and stuff searched. In my binder they found a piece of paper i had made THE DAY BEFORE that had about every racist thing there was plus a picture of an h-bomb and RCK. Rob had the racial stuff plus somethign about how hes going to kill his mother. Rob was in there for 2 full periods then his mother came to have a conference and take him home, i still dont knwo if hes mad at me and how long hes suspended for. THen it was my turn and they called my mom but i got to stay in her office the rest of the day and got suspended for 5 days. They also found money in my binder and $150 on me and they thought i was a dealer. I told them how some kid borrowed the money and was paying me back and that didnt help. Then at the end they asked for my last words. I told them i dont do or deal drugs and that i would never hurt anyone it was just a way of expressing anger. They told me how they can tell that I want to isolate myself from everyone and that doing one little thign at a time eads to worse things and people like mike roberti are bad influences that will make me do bad things. She said how i should get some councelling. Thankfully i didnt have any weapons cause id be expelled. I still dont knwo what my moms going to say when she gets home, all i know is im fucked. February is always a bad month for me, it was last year too. Ahh just when thigns were really good everythiugn gets fucked up.