If I Thought...
It was hashly painful;
Realizing those sly occurences
Had made your days sorrowful;
Oh, forget those circumstances...
If seeing your demise makes me pout,
Who would have thought I did it?
It was the pain and misery that I spelled out
The reason why your candles were left unlit
If I thought that those things I relinquished made you happy,
I was wrong!! God-damn wrong!!
How sad that I made you unlucky
Just because of this senseless song...
If I thought that those things you ignored are nothing,
I was wrong!! God-damn wrong!!
How in the hell did I shattered your fragile wings?
Should've thought that it didn't take that long...
If I thought that hope was near,
I was stupid, God-damn stupid!!
Your friend hath told you what I fear,
And that is the worst thing I ever did.
If I thought that I can embace you,
Then it's a false, forsaken wish
If I really can't get over you,
That's just for today; will you let me wait? That's my last wish...
"If I thought"
By: Windy Day