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[euihyunlee]

Visited Case again today

and I left feeling
so indifferent
college seems so surreal to me right now
I can't picture myself being anywhere right now, to be truthful
everything is such a blur
and I've become so apathetic towards it all
that kind of bothers me...a lot
the biggest decision I will have mde thus far in my life
and I feel INDIFFERENT?
wtf

maybe I should just suck it up and accept the fact that I might just end up at UM, for as much as I would really like to get out of here...

ugh
so frustrating
and to make it all worse
while everyone is filling out housing and putting in deposits
I'm waiting for Columbia to get off their collective asses and send out some damn mail

I mean, I'm not overly concerned about housing, I mean, I'll be going blind where ever I go, so hey, its all good I guess

I guess I really just wish I didn't feel so apathetic and indifferent towards it all...