Week 3 Facility Journal (Voice Post)
Gender Swap. Okay, this was a rather sensitive matter. It's not that I'm opposed to the idea of gender roles. That's not the point. In fact, this experiment that the Consortium threw at us was appalling. I wasn't switched for some reason and I have no valid explanation other than someone in the Consortium thinks it's funny to mess with a person's head like that.
There were a few others that weren't switched. I don't really know why. I guess...what pissed me off the most was the whole week's end observations. Gay? Give me a fucking break. I was married. I have a kid back home and prefer the feel of a...okay, that's getting a bit much.
Now Eddie and I did build Sarah Lynn. Eddie did the building. I just gathered the strings. He did a beautiful job. I got the chance to try her out and she sounds beautiful. A nice rich tone mixed the subtle high tone of the A strings. Yeah, sure does bring back memories. I'm glad he kept it raw so I could custom paint it. This guy is amazing! And as a woman....he's scary. I'm talking AMAZON scary. Still he's a nice guy.
Anyway, that's taking on a strange tangent. Tifa was a wonderful help. She's keeping my ring safe for me. This way, I can try to move on but we'll see how long it works. I trust her. I think it's because she reminds me of Sarah so much that her caring nature carries the weight of nations. It's also her spirit. I...feel calmer around her. She's much more than a mothering person. She's strong and I can see that.
Still the presence of knowing that someone cares helps me out in the long run. I hope that I can return the kindness she's given me. Anyway, I guess that's all I really have to say. There's really not much else at this point. Maybe a few thoughts but nothing too important, I guess. Well...nothing worth writing about anyway.