erghemafooerz
i absolutely hate being 16 in grade 11 (though almost 17).
why you ask? because i can do nothing. i want to be grown up.. out of here, happy, and doing grown up things. that sounds stupid but its true.
I am anxious to live with drew, and have a life...
but, then i realized before that had he come at any other time in my life we may not be so happy. if he had come later than he did, say next year.. then we may not have met at all since i might not be here anymore. had he come earlier i would not have dated him at all because of the age difference.
or later, i might not be in tillsonburg.. i could be far away struggling like most musicians do.
i hate this... i hate being only 16, almost 17 in grade 11. why can't i be 18 and out of school?
why you ask? because i can do nothing. i want to be grown up.. out of here, happy, and doing grown up things. that sounds stupid but its true.
I am anxious to live with drew, and have a life...
but, then i realized before that had he come at any other time in my life we may not be so happy. if he had come later than he did, say next year.. then we may not have met at all since i might not be here anymore. had he come earlier i would not have dated him at all because of the age difference.
or later, i might not be in tillsonburg.. i could be far away struggling like most musicians do.
i hate this... i hate being only 16, almost 17 in grade 11. why can't i be 18 and out of school?