Guys, I need your advice.
I am really, really worried that the time has come for me to drop Charlie Jones. I've been trying really, really hard not to think about it for a really long time, but it's getting to the point of being ridiculous. I should have made a post for her to have her baby a week ago and I just...don't want to. I've lost all of these connections with her over the last few years and I just...think I've lost the point that I can pull her back from, unless something changes. A lot of the things she does get handwaved - the Hub, the School - and she's just...yeah. She hasn't got many people left. So, I'm left wondering what to do. Either something changes and I can pull her back again (and she is my darling girl, I've been playing her since winter of 2006) or I drop her and I have to sort out all of these logistical things. Somebody would need to take over the Hub - I'd be inclined to futz it so one of my own pups could do that because I love it - and somebody would need to assume the headship of the school, which I think would definitely need to be down to Elissa to choose someone.
I don't know what I want to do, which I guess is where you guys come in. Help me decide what to do.
I'm in a similar boat with Jackson in that I don't REALLY know what to do with him anymore. I'm loathe to drop him with Ripper Street just starting to film season 3, but I just feel like I don't have any direction with him anymore.
IDK. I am going through one of those flat periods where I'm feeling very disillusioned by pretty much EVERYTHING, which has a knock on effect on TR. I am sure it'll level out, but I really nee to get this sorted so that I can go forward on sure footing.
Thanks for reading, if you did! Let me know what you think.
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