Oh My God!! I met a decent guy!!
Hello all. Well have I got some stuff to tell you. I had a date last night with this guy named Jason. We had been talking and he came down to visit me last night. All I can say is WOW. Nothing sexual happened except a good night kiss, but he was absolutely amazing. We just sat and talked for six hours constant. About life, about love, about our past (I confided a lot of stuf in him I have never told ANYBODY). It was great. I was so nervous as you know from my other journals that guys tend to shit on me. I wasn't sure if I would be attracted to him or not or him to me, but when he got here and came to the door, WOW! Good thing I was hot from cooking his dinner otherwise he would have known my face was red lol. He was polite, courteous, CUTE, and most of all, MATURE! I think that is why I tend to date older guys because they are more at my maturity level than people my age. Anyhow, back to Jason. He is tall, blonde hair, beautiful brown eyes, oh he is just HOT! Not that that matters at all, but hey it doesn't hurt. He told me that he wasn't sure if I would be attracted to him since he was older and not in as good of shape as I, but hey as long as he doesn't hurt me (if our dating goes any further) its all good. Anyhow, I suppose I can get off here. I have been dying to tell somebody, so why not tell the world. I'll catch y'all later.