Ok... where do I start?
Ok... as a newbie on LJ, I am not even sure where to begin. I guess start at the beginning, huh? Not that difficult. Well...I have a long time friend on LJ and he said the only way I can "stalk him properly" is to begin an account! LOL... so as he wishes here I am. Now CSL and I have been friends since I was a wee one... well at least 19! He has picked me up out of more flowerbeds than I can count, he has been there through many a broken heart, been there through family issues... sometimes I think he really gets me. But other times I think he has not a clue of who I am. Maybe our mutual posts will open an understanding beyond description? One where we truely understand each other? And no... I am not talking a soulmate scenerio... we both figured out we are better off as friends. Did I think about the possibility of a "future".... sure at one time. I think he is a great man with a lot to offer a woman. But sometimes you just have to live in what you know and how you feel. Love you CSL.. always will! :)