Self Doubt

[etxgal]

Wanting the truth
Getting a lie
Seeking a friend
But its always goodbye.

Reviewing my past
Living for now
Having a dream
Please tell me how.

Searching for love
Wanting to cry
Hating myself
Why, tell me why?

Having respect
Hoping for peace
Living for freedom
From this inner beast.

Filled with self doubt
Aching inside
Hearing my ghosts
Now you have spied.

Walking my world
Closing your mind
Hearing my story
Do you now resign?

Feeling so sorry
Laughing out loud
Knowing I'm alone
But one of the crowd.

By ME (9-3-04 @ 118am)