Away
Distance.
Clarity.
Time.
Sadness.
Today was a hard day. My last day at my old store. Said some goodbyes, just... I can't imagine not being at that store. It's been my work home for a while now.
I also had to face the fact that I won't be staying with guy 3-4 nights of the week. That was really hard. Somehow it didn't hit me when I signed the lease - then I was looking forward to something - but today I had to look at letting go, for however long.
Feeling the beginnings of chaos whirling within me. I'm settling it down with the fact that this is necessary, and not the end of the world. Part of me still cries to think of everything that's lost, but another part of me hopes it can be rebuilt stronger than ever, and yet another is determined to live a life worth living in the meantime.
So experiencing some turbulence, but finding excellent reading material, so doing well for now. (-:
Currently Reading: Too Good to Leave, Too Bad to Stay; Mira Kirshenbaum
Clarity.
Time.
Sadness.
Today was a hard day. My last day at my old store. Said some goodbyes, just... I can't imagine not being at that store. It's been my work home for a while now.
I also had to face the fact that I won't be staying with guy 3-4 nights of the week. That was really hard. Somehow it didn't hit me when I signed the lease - then I was looking forward to something - but today I had to look at letting go, for however long.
Feeling the beginnings of chaos whirling within me. I'm settling it down with the fact that this is necessary, and not the end of the world. Part of me still cries to think of everything that's lost, but another part of me hopes it can be rebuilt stronger than ever, and yet another is determined to live a life worth living in the meantime.
So experiencing some turbulence, but finding excellent reading material, so doing well for now. (-:
Currently Reading: Too Good to Leave, Too Bad to Stay; Mira Kirshenbaum