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I've spent days at home thinking of plans and stuff that I really want to do and achieve in life. I want to go to University (yes.), I want to have a good career (yes.), I want to live a nice laid-back life (yes.) and I want to make my mom happy (yes yes!).
BUT how am I gonna do that? What am I really gonna study in University? I said business.. yea, but right now I don't think so. Mcleod is like mentally beating me up everyday in class and he gives me low marks, so noo.. i don't want to take his class ever again so therefore, business if off the list. I thought about working on the entertainment bit, like those set production things. Yes, it's a good thing that I will enjoy doing, but it's hard and not good. My mom is not very liking that area either, so I go back to business. BUT I CAN'T DO BUSINESS! HOWEVER HARD I TRY, MR. MCLEOD HATES ME! he loves Cherrie and Chuno cuz they joined his stupid soccer team and he's like hitting on them sooo badly that any blind idiot would know. he sucks like shit. take a break now:
The band & song that introduced me to J-Rock:
Gackt's "Another-smth", Glay's "Way of difference", Diru's "Berry"
All time favorite J-Rock bands/artists:
Glay
Dir en Grey? (only really liked them during the macabre time - i suck terribly as a fan)
Miyavi
L'arc en ciel
Duel Jewel
Favorite songs from each of the above bands/artists:
- (i'm getting lazy to remember names)
Glay: just to narrow this down I'll say a bunch.
Diru: a bunch esp. the Macabre album
Miyavi: like if a real person listened to his music, it would be all screaming and crap.. but yea I still like his music. erm... a bunch as well.
L'arc en ciel: a bunch.
Duel Jewel: whoa.. let's just say the whole Lapidary album :P
Favorite member from each of the above bands/artists:
Glay: Hisashi! and a little bit of Teru (MAN MAN!)
Dir en Grey: i don't know.. at one time I liked Kyo, another time I liked Shinya but I never really liked any of the others.
L'arc en ciel: Tetsu
Duel Jewel: gotta be NATSUKI CHIPMUNK!
J-Rock bands/artists I'm beginning to get into:
Nightmare and bunch of indies groups.
J-Rock bands/artists I think are ok:
hide (his music is good but i don't know...)
J-Rock bands/artists I just can't get into:
X-Japan (sadly)
Hyde (even more sad)
Gackt (he's getting waaaay waaay toooo boring)
the black horn
Gazette
Plastic Tree (I used to like them.. but when I look back now.. I'm like wtf is wrong with his voice?!)
J-Rock bands I'd like to hear more of:
Pierrot, baroque and more of those indies people that sound like Duel Jewel or smth happy.
J-Rock bands/artists I'm a bit sick of:
Moi dix Moi
Malice Mizer
Gackt
What am I going to doooo??!! my semester is ending now. I'm behind. I'm not getting what I'm doing. I'm terribly annoyed and wanna kick myself so that I never come back. I wish I was a drunkie or druggie so I could make everything go away, but no.. I suck I can't even bring myself to go out and buy a 'drink'. I suck even more cuz I'm not even eating or sleeping right. I'm sleeping at 7 AM and waking up at 2 PM. I'm not eating anything at all. I can't even eat my dinner nor my yummy sushi that my mom buys to cheer me up. i just suck so much that I can only cry.
BUT how am I gonna do that? What am I really gonna study in University? I said business.. yea, but right now I don't think so. Mcleod is like mentally beating me up everyday in class and he gives me low marks, so noo.. i don't want to take his class ever again so therefore, business if off the list. I thought about working on the entertainment bit, like those set production things. Yes, it's a good thing that I will enjoy doing, but it's hard and not good. My mom is not very liking that area either, so I go back to business. BUT I CAN'T DO BUSINESS! HOWEVER HARD I TRY, MR. MCLEOD HATES ME! he loves Cherrie and Chuno cuz they joined his stupid soccer team and he's like hitting on them sooo badly that any blind idiot would know. he sucks like shit. take a break now:
The band & song that introduced me to J-Rock:
Gackt's "Another-smth", Glay's "Way of difference", Diru's "Berry"
All time favorite J-Rock bands/artists:
Glay
Dir en Grey? (only really liked them during the macabre time - i suck terribly as a fan)
Miyavi
L'arc en ciel
Duel Jewel
Favorite songs from each of the above bands/artists:
- (i'm getting lazy to remember names)
Glay: just to narrow this down I'll say a bunch.
Diru: a bunch esp. the Macabre album
Miyavi: like if a real person listened to his music, it would be all screaming and crap.. but yea I still like his music. erm... a bunch as well.
L'arc en ciel: a bunch.
Duel Jewel: whoa.. let's just say the whole Lapidary album :P
Favorite member from each of the above bands/artists:
Glay: Hisashi! and a little bit of Teru (MAN MAN!)
Dir en Grey: i don't know.. at one time I liked Kyo, another time I liked Shinya but I never really liked any of the others.
L'arc en ciel: Tetsu
Duel Jewel: gotta be NATSUKI CHIPMUNK!
J-Rock bands/artists I'm beginning to get into:
Nightmare and bunch of indies groups.
J-Rock bands/artists I think are ok:
hide (his music is good but i don't know...)
J-Rock bands/artists I just can't get into:
X-Japan (sadly)
Hyde (even more sad)
Gackt (he's getting waaaay waaay toooo boring)
the black horn
Gazette
Plastic Tree (I used to like them.. but when I look back now.. I'm like wtf is wrong with his voice?!)
J-Rock bands I'd like to hear more of:
Pierrot, baroque and more of those indies people that sound like Duel Jewel or smth happy.
J-Rock bands/artists I'm a bit sick of:
Moi dix Moi
Malice Mizer
Gackt
What am I going to doooo??!! my semester is ending now. I'm behind. I'm not getting what I'm doing. I'm terribly annoyed and wanna kick myself so that I never come back. I wish I was a drunkie or druggie so I could make everything go away, but no.. I suck I can't even bring myself to go out and buy a 'drink'. I suck even more cuz I'm not even eating or sleeping right. I'm sleeping at 7 AM and waking up at 2 PM. I'm not eating anything at all. I can't even eat my dinner nor my yummy sushi that my mom buys to cheer me up. i just suck so much that I can only cry.