back from generic up north for a bit
It's frustrating this job sometimes. They just leave you in the dark. I could be not contacted for ages, then its like, ummm you've got 48 hours, should you complete this mission you can get your seamans discharge written about.
Someone invited me to Florida. I found a flight for £139 and I was so tempted (and still contemplating it for the future), but i'm not wilde, i can resist tempetation. It seems better than the california and morocco offers because i'll have to pay for a hotel and stuff, also I'll get to see the everglades which dr hartley was raving on about in biology class when I was 14, I'll always pronounce osmosis (and its high to low concentrations and semi permiable walls- who gives a fuck?!) with a thick scottish accent because of that man. Cali would cost a small fortune and if I went I would want to do it in a different way anyway.
Morocco is just filth, pure dirt. It has camels? Cool, lots of camel toes and long eyelashes to sweep the sand out of their giant glisening black eyeballs. Been there loads of times also.
I may as well systematically cross all the places I want to go in the world off my list, probably just for the sake of it.
Today I was really hyper and chatting shit all day. Sometimes I can feel so morose. Other days I can feel chronicly shy. Other days full of anger. Other days full of mischief. What I'm trying to say is I increasingly feel internal extremes, it's really odd. It seems like no one can affect it, that is simply the way it's going to be.
I sense big changes in my life happening very soon. I won't doubt what I want. If I fail I tried my best in this situation, it'll be a new way of failing for this particular thing. It's worth the risk to stand out, to be bold. The only way to make others believe is if I believe myself.
Someone invited me to Florida. I found a flight for £139 and I was so tempted (and still contemplating it for the future), but i'm not wilde, i can resist tempetation. It seems better than the california and morocco offers because i'll have to pay for a hotel and stuff, also I'll get to see the everglades which dr hartley was raving on about in biology class when I was 14, I'll always pronounce osmosis (and its high to low concentrations and semi permiable walls- who gives a fuck?!) with a thick scottish accent because of that man. Cali would cost a small fortune and if I went I would want to do it in a different way anyway.
Morocco is just filth, pure dirt. It has camels? Cool, lots of camel toes and long eyelashes to sweep the sand out of their giant glisening black eyeballs. Been there loads of times also.
I may as well systematically cross all the places I want to go in the world off my list, probably just for the sake of it.
Today I was really hyper and chatting shit all day. Sometimes I can feel so morose. Other days I can feel chronicly shy. Other days full of anger. Other days full of mischief. What I'm trying to say is I increasingly feel internal extremes, it's really odd. It seems like no one can affect it, that is simply the way it's going to be.
I sense big changes in my life happening very soon. I won't doubt what I want. If I fail I tried my best in this situation, it'll be a new way of failing for this particular thing. It's worth the risk to stand out, to be bold. The only way to make others believe is if I believe myself.