blah balh blah
i'm tired.. hmm.. so.. i think i'm going to be 'brave' and wear a maternity shirt tomorrow. i might need to go try on some clothes now .. just to see if i feel totally silly or not... i just downloaded my 11 week belly pictures off the camera and realized that i AM a lot bigger than last week (insane..) no wonder my clothes don't fit.. :P i just don't want to listen to 'it' at work .. i don't know why, you'd think i'd like the attention.. but i don't want people to think i'm just overlly excited about being pregnant and thats why i'm trying to make myself look bigger by wearing these clothes.. really i'm not doing that i'm just overlly paranoid about what they think of me.. which is dumb.. so i should go try on clotehs now so i can have a plan for the morning, either way, i'm out of things to wear.. so i've gotta find something..
if only i could wear shorts and a t-shirt.. .
jeremy is just now eating dinner (its after 9pm) .. i think i'm going to go to bed.. hmm his dinner smells funny..
if only i could wear shorts and a t-shirt.. .
jeremy is just now eating dinner (its after 9pm) .. i think i'm going to go to bed.. hmm his dinner smells funny..