tuesday: a day worthless and dragging.
the countdown officially begins.. after one of the longest days EVER .. it is finally 4pm
finally only one more hour.
then tomorrow maybe i'l have more to do and it will go by faster (fat chance) and thursday i have to go to the doctor.. that'll knock 2 hours off my day hopefully.. so it should seem shorter.. too bad i won't get paid for it.. i'm not really sure when i should be taking vacation pay .. i'm going to miss probably a whole day in the next 4 weeks .. i wonder if i can take vacation hours or if they have to be whole days? hm.. now that i think about it i think they ahve to be whole days. .well crap. i'm sure someday i'll need a sick day.. i haven't been out sick in the whole 6 months i'd worked here.. good for me. i sure felt like giong home early today, between having nothing to do and feeling like tired-poop .. i just feel like the couch is where i should be.. i'm having so much trouble motivating myself.. but it is hard to be motivated when you have nothing to do! ..
maybe i'l have better luck at home - i shouldn't have to water much since it actually rained last night, just a few potted plants.. then i should start some laundry .. if i get that done i can be proud and not worry about anything else.. soemtime this weekend i'm going to have to clean bathrooms.. that hasn't been done in a lonnnggg time.. when i think about having two bathrooms to clean having a house with only one sounds nice. and a small one at that.
yvette is having a birthday party this weekend. hmm. guess i should buy her something.. didn't think about that part.. she is having a bbq and then going out with the girls.. i really don't feel like going out.. they are going to a bar to sing karaoke .. i like to sing but the thought of a possibly smokey bar is just pure EVIL right now... she claims it won't be smokey so i don't know.. i'm just so tired.. i don't think i can do it.. so i guess i just won't
my bra is attacking me ..like one of those snakes that squeezes things til they die. how odd.
finally only one more hour.
then tomorrow maybe i'l have more to do and it will go by faster (fat chance) and thursday i have to go to the doctor.. that'll knock 2 hours off my day hopefully.. so it should seem shorter.. too bad i won't get paid for it.. i'm not really sure when i should be taking vacation pay .. i'm going to miss probably a whole day in the next 4 weeks .. i wonder if i can take vacation hours or if they have to be whole days? hm.. now that i think about it i think they ahve to be whole days. .well crap. i'm sure someday i'll need a sick day.. i haven't been out sick in the whole 6 months i'd worked here.. good for me. i sure felt like giong home early today, between having nothing to do and feeling like tired-poop .. i just feel like the couch is where i should be.. i'm having so much trouble motivating myself.. but it is hard to be motivated when you have nothing to do! ..
maybe i'l have better luck at home - i shouldn't have to water much since it actually rained last night, just a few potted plants.. then i should start some laundry .. if i get that done i can be proud and not worry about anything else.. soemtime this weekend i'm going to have to clean bathrooms.. that hasn't been done in a lonnnggg time.. when i think about having two bathrooms to clean having a house with only one sounds nice. and a small one at that.
yvette is having a birthday party this weekend. hmm. guess i should buy her something.. didn't think about that part.. she is having a bbq and then going out with the girls.. i really don't feel like going out.. they are going to a bar to sing karaoke .. i like to sing but the thought of a possibly smokey bar is just pure EVIL right now... she claims it won't be smokey so i don't know.. i'm just so tired.. i don't think i can do it.. so i guess i just won't
my bra is attacking me ..like one of those snakes that squeezes things til they die. how odd.