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im bored....really bored. well today was good, i guess. i mean, christy is great, the rest of school is what is deadbeat. but yeah, hopefully, we wont have school tomorrow and i can see christy and my mom will get off my ass about stuff and illl be allowed to. well i can only hope. i know its crazy, but i smell her hair. i dont know why, maybe its just because im thinking about her particularly strongly at the moment. does that happen to anyone else out there or is it just me? dont worry i really dont expect an answer to that question considering im the only one who reads this thing. so yeah, i guess its good to have a journal of sorts, it will help me get a lot of my feeling out. i write most of my stuff in another book that im keeping for nessa, but thats only the stuff i dont want to get out too far. i know she wont say anything, so i can trust her. if not, eh, i dont really care anymore, im just in that mood. ok well ill update sometime in the next week or so when somethin actually happens. see ya all later *love you hon*