venting..dont bother reading.
15 days til christmas. thats the one thing i have to look forward to. i neeeed to get my shopping done for everyone! MK and i are going to the mall tomorrow so hopefully ill get most of it done then.
so ive had a really sucky last few days.. im trying to keep smiling but, so many things are keeping me from doing so. i was supposed to have such a great weekend. i had alot of plans, and it was going to be alot of fun. but then of course something happened and ruined my weekend. so now some plans didnt happen.. and my 'fun' weekend turned into a bad one. idk i just feel like so much is going wrong. it was supposed to be a fun time. college kids came home, i had alot to do.. but then, nothing. im not gona start listing or anything because i guess im just blabbing on about nothing. but whatever theres no one else to talk to right now.
oh and its nice to know how much i mean to someone who i thought i meant alot more. i guess i was right awhile ago and i prob shouldnt have thought things would change. they never do, do they?
just in one of those thinking moods. i think im getting a cold. im gona go and prob delete this stupid entry tomorrow. later kids<3