i don't know what to do

Jan 25, 2006 00:35

I don't think I have ever been so much so admired as I am at this very moment. I honestly don't know how to handle the attention, and the odd thing is that I'm not really sure how much of it I really want at the moment. I mean there is a part of me who has always wanted several rather attractive men swooning over me, but now that I have it it's like I don't even have time in enjoy it and all of them are demanding my attention and it's like argh I don't even have time for me never mind dating!!! man where were all these guys back in highschool when i was bored out of my mind because homework was done in 15 minutes and I my nights were spent being bored out of my mind!
HA I just don't freaking get how people can think I'm so amazing... don't they see how truly screwed up I am? I suppose I put on a good act of being stable.........
well the semester is aproaching and I need to face a professor who failed me after saying I'd pass....since I need to take the 2nd part of the class or not graduate for an extra year....(instead of just the semester he put me back!!) You know I'm a pretty smart person...it's just that with living so far off campus and working full time it's way to hard to be a full time student and be happy.... BLAH
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