Oct 27, 2005 23:58
Today went fairly well, foodwise. I ate 690 calories but spent an hour on the bike, which burned off 790 calories.
My school had a breakfast for National Merit semifinalists, which only served to emphasize my mediocrity. The principal said a little blurb about each person, and everyone else was involved in something meaningful, some position of leadership or importance. The only thing she could say about me was that I want to go to med school. The problem is that I don't really do anything; I'm not an interesting person. The only extracurricular activity I've ever loved is acting, but apparently I suck at that because I never got cast in school plays. And I'm not incredibly social by nature, so I've acquired lots of acquaintances but very few friends. There's one person I sometimes hang out with on the weekends, but that's about it. I guess I'd like to have more friends, but it's a bit late to do anything about it now. Hopefully college will be different.