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update time.
i need to change. i need to change to get back into school. i need to change to get a better job. i need to change to be a better person. things i know i need to work on. here's a list and a brief description why.
-weed; not buying it anymore. if its around and im just hanging out, whatever i guess. but waiting around all night and not making plans simply because looking for weed seems more important than hanging out with people you care about is lame. it would help me save alot of money. it would help my friendships.
-soda; i was looking at the bottle of mountain dew i drank today at lunch. 275 calories in one bottle. nuts. im going to finish off what is in the fridge, that my dad bought me last week, then no more soda. totally bad for you. and i can save a dollar each day by getting a cup of water, rather than a bottle of soda.
-communication; at work and with friends. i was thinking about it, and the things that i get in trouble for at work are simply because i didnt communicate with my managers. i know im over the job i have now, but when i get a new one im sure this will prove to be helpful. with friends, it would be nice to be able to know whats going on in the people i care abouts lifes.
-school; i HAVE to go
i know theres plenty of other things i would eventually like to change, but i figure these are the most important 4. i should probably get these under control before i try to change other things.
also, i like a girl. but i still feel awkward around her, kinda. i dont know. me putting things in my journal about girls always comes back to get me.
things to do this weekend:
1. clean the eclipse. i didnt do it last weekend, bc i was doing other things. yea, im dumb.
2. clean my fucking room. i may end up doing it tonight, depending on what ahppens after the show.
3. get my resume together. get it to vicki. get the fuck out of barnes and noble.
im gonna go check out new radio now. pretty stoked. 3 of my friends, and one guy who seems like a really nice guy.
i need to change. i need to change to get back into school. i need to change to get a better job. i need to change to be a better person. things i know i need to work on. here's a list and a brief description why.
-weed; not buying it anymore. if its around and im just hanging out, whatever i guess. but waiting around all night and not making plans simply because looking for weed seems more important than hanging out with people you care about is lame. it would help me save alot of money. it would help my friendships.
-soda; i was looking at the bottle of mountain dew i drank today at lunch. 275 calories in one bottle. nuts. im going to finish off what is in the fridge, that my dad bought me last week, then no more soda. totally bad for you. and i can save a dollar each day by getting a cup of water, rather than a bottle of soda.
-communication; at work and with friends. i was thinking about it, and the things that i get in trouble for at work are simply because i didnt communicate with my managers. i know im over the job i have now, but when i get a new one im sure this will prove to be helpful. with friends, it would be nice to be able to know whats going on in the people i care abouts lifes.
-school; i HAVE to go
i know theres plenty of other things i would eventually like to change, but i figure these are the most important 4. i should probably get these under control before i try to change other things.
also, i like a girl. but i still feel awkward around her, kinda. i dont know. me putting things in my journal about girls always comes back to get me.
things to do this weekend:
1. clean the eclipse. i didnt do it last weekend, bc i was doing other things. yea, im dumb.
2. clean my fucking room. i may end up doing it tonight, depending on what ahppens after the show.
3. get my resume together. get it to vicki. get the fuck out of barnes and noble.
im gonna go check out new radio now. pretty stoked. 3 of my friends, and one guy who seems like a really nice guy.