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i just wrote the longest thing ive wrote since high school, when i had to write papers.
and then i erased it.
everytime i write something personal in here it always comes back to shoot me in the foot. that, and i dont like people in my business, and by putting something in a public forum, such as my journal, it makes it public business.
to sum it up, here it is.
i am not content right now.
for several reasons.
like i just said above, im not getting into it on here.
i will address the people i need to, on a personal level.
i had fun tonight.
for the most part.
it was so good to see people i only really see when i go out.
im excited that basketball starts wednesday.
that made me think of something that one of my best friends has said to me recently. i know it wasnt a personal insult, or even a bad thing that he said it. because he was simply stating the truth. i never follow through on things. i have so many ideas that are left at just that. ideas. i have the idea to go back to college this spring. I FUCKING HAVE TO. i cant just get by anymore. i cant just survive. i cant live paycheck to paycheck for the rest of my life.
im getting into this entry too much again so im going to stop while im ahead.
and then i erased it.
everytime i write something personal in here it always comes back to shoot me in the foot. that, and i dont like people in my business, and by putting something in a public forum, such as my journal, it makes it public business.
to sum it up, here it is.
i am not content right now.
for several reasons.
like i just said above, im not getting into it on here.
i will address the people i need to, on a personal level.
i had fun tonight.
for the most part.
it was so good to see people i only really see when i go out.
im excited that basketball starts wednesday.
that made me think of something that one of my best friends has said to me recently. i know it wasnt a personal insult, or even a bad thing that he said it. because he was simply stating the truth. i never follow through on things. i have so many ideas that are left at just that. ideas. i have the idea to go back to college this spring. I FUCKING HAVE TO. i cant just get by anymore. i cant just survive. i cant live paycheck to paycheck for the rest of my life.
im getting into this entry too much again so im going to stop while im ahead.