Aug 20, 2004 02:58
i have alot of things i need to say to alot of people.
i alsoi need to sleep.
but there are 5 people i must address first. in no particular order.
tiffany. im sorry. that shit was uncalled for. i can't take it back, but i can delete it.
ryan. i know for a while things werent as cool as they could have been between us. and thats shitty. youve been there for me man, through alot. im glad things are going well again. one of the things i will remember longest is the time you hugged me at the animal shelter when i was really bummed out. i got the feeling you cared. thank you for being such anamazing person and seeing the world in ways that i have never seen someone look at it. when i have kids, if they turn out to be exactly like you, i would be thrilled.
bia. we've been through alot of stuff. and it has always been good times when you are around. thank you for being a great friend to me.
shan. thanks for not getting fed up with me this week. i have been over-contemplating way too many things. most people i know wouldnt have put up with me being bummed ou. and the bummed out part seemed to come out moreso around you. for whatever reason i dont know. but you have really helped me out alot lately. thank you.
devin. thank you for being there for me. thank you for giving me advice. on so many different levels. thanks for putting up with all my shit. and all my laziness. and all my bad habits. thank you for not giving up on me. thank you for being one of the best friends ive ever had.
ive been kind of shitty lately. if i have been towards you, i will appologize in due time. but right now i need to go to bed.
thanks to everyone in general who has been around me, and been nice to me to keep my spirits in as good of a mood as possible. i know i say i need to change alot sometimes. maybe i can act on it this time.