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something about last night put me in a really bad mood.
not pissed off, just bad.
its not because of anyone.
its because of circumstances that are out of my control, now.
i don't like it.
it was great to see everyone again last night though.
reason i dont like dance nights = awkwardness.
people are dumb as shit.
people who act like they dont know you.
grow up.
monday is my birthday.
i work 9-530.
sunday im going to my moms house for a family thing, then to excess. people should go. as of midnight it will be my birthday.
i have to go into work at 330.
im probably just going to sit here until then.
its a shitty day.
the more i think about thinngs, the more confused i get.
i want to talk about it. i just dont know how to say anything.
when i do say something, im sure it will sound stupid.
this is something i have needed to work on for a while.
not saying some things when they dont need to be said.
im sure in a couple days everything will blow over, but right now it sucks.
im going back to bed.
not pissed off, just bad.
its not because of anyone.
its because of circumstances that are out of my control, now.
i don't like it.
it was great to see everyone again last night though.
reason i dont like dance nights = awkwardness.
people are dumb as shit.
people who act like they dont know you.
grow up.
monday is my birthday.
i work 9-530.
sunday im going to my moms house for a family thing, then to excess. people should go. as of midnight it will be my birthday.
i have to go into work at 330.
im probably just going to sit here until then.
its a shitty day.
the more i think about thinngs, the more confused i get.
i want to talk about it. i just dont know how to say anything.
when i do say something, im sure it will sound stupid.
this is something i have needed to work on for a while.
not saying some things when they dont need to be said.
im sure in a couple days everything will blow over, but right now it sucks.
im going back to bed.