We all live in some kind of fucking submarine and shit.
Its kinda cool updating this livejournal because i get emails when people leave replies. Also im looking at some stuff right now, im probably smelling things but nothing in particular, im hearing a song i dont like, so im probably gonna lie and say im listening to something better when i get down to that part of updating my livejournal. Im tasting the taste of this pill i just took, it left a gross taste kinda like alcohol in my mouth. im feeling a headache some shaky arms and a breeze comming in through my window. i only went to one class today and it was guitar. kind of a waste of my time but whatev. i make habits out of everything. like if i dont go to school on a monday i will have no motivation to go to school for the rest of that week. but i bet all those fools that i talk to all the time in my science class are missing me so i better go to that class, but thats only sixth period, so i need to somehow trick myself into having good reasons to go to ALL of my classes. i hate Mrs. burke so much that its gonna be hard to go to that class, my next class after that is guitar and my good reason to go to that class is why not. like it doesnt get much easier than guitar class so fuck it i may as well go. after that i have art. that class is hella sick so im down for that shit. lit and film i just cant seem to get my shit together in that class so it makes it hella hard to wanna go to that shit. the thing is with school that im realizing is that it is not just that i get to overwhelmed by school to wanna do homework, because i only really have 2 classes that give homwork, and neither of those classes are hard classes. i just dont want to do it. i dont know why, its so easy. im not meant to have multiple periods in a day. i should only have one class like in elementary school. well more like in summer school. that shit is so sick. i wish i could just take all my classes one at a time in three week segments with the same schedule as summer school. i would have a 4.0 for sure. jesus fuck ive been rambling for days so i guess im out of things to say even though im lying about having nothing more to say. but just to let you know i took a sleeping pill that makes you fall asleep after like fifteen minutes, like 25 minutes ago, so lets just say i was asleep when i wrote the majority of this journal entry. kinda wierd though huh, to be asleep while typing like this. like i keep stoping and trying to remember how o speel hella simple words. its a strange feeling. but i dont really want to stop talking ebcause im cray. good night. peace./peace. its all peace.