arg
Well the pain of being dumpped a frikin year ago has officially been overtaken by the pain of being lonely. Ahhhhhhh. Spanglish is a very frustrating movie. Even though it goes against the grain of every story told where the guy gets the girl. I don't know what to do besides complain like a fucking baby. There isn't even any satifaction in complaining. All my old friends are married and having kids and still act like kids themselves. I feel old and perverted for being attracted to the "girls" at gcc. I'd hit on the older ladies but inviting a woman over to my place also known as my parents house doesn't seem smooth enough. Plus, i have a chip in my head that prevents me from being able to flirt or let a woman know when i'm interested. ::Jumps off a bridge:: its all good though. If me being a lonely ass dude is the worst of my problems, im doing ok. but they're turning blue...