Nov 18, 2005 10:58
I saw "Saw". It's not as bad (violent/gory) as I thought it would be. It's like an episode of CSI on steroids. School has definately reached that point where it is no longer fun. I just want to be home and stoned. I've officially stopped looking for a girl friend. I'm so fucking done trying to play these stupid fucking games that must be played to get a lady to like you. Its back to giving everyone the impression that I don't really like them. Thats how i acted the last time I was single, and for some strange reason it worked in my favor with me and Ann hooking up. I didn't even try at all with her and suddenly we were dating. I went to a club a few months ago with Gilbert and some sexy lady friends he knows, and it sucked ass. Gilbert told me later on that the girls we were with thought i was "cute" and all, but that I wasn't flirting or trying hard enough. Shy guys are so 1996. Before I started dating Ann, i didn't care very much about being with anyone. Now I care way too much. I really shouldnt. The rewards of being in a relationship don't even come close to the bullshit that comes with ending one. Plus the only chicks that i have any interest in lately all go to GCC and are all like 12 years old and shit. I really don't think I want another relationship with someone at school. Because breaking up and seeing that person everyday afterwards just really isn't worth the fake smiles we have to plaster on. So it's back to endulging in writing and recording songs, smoking alot of pot, going to the movies more often and not putting it off because I can't find anyone to go with. I used to go see a movie almost every weekend by myself when Shenia was in Germany and I loved doing that. This dark comedy, The Ice Harvest looks good. Gotta love that dark comedies. I love Groundhog day too. I used to watch it alot as a kid and not understand how sarcastic the humor is. It's really funny.
Joke: What is the range of the Flute intrument? How ever far you can throw it.