Hi, you're an idiot...

Jun 12, 2005 12:02

...so bye.

Really, if you thought my month couldn't have gotten any WORSE! My friends (like I have any), it sure has hit rock bottom. So I gave in and went to this certain someone's graduation because he wanted me here, and again, me being too damn nice, I was there to support him. And actually, it was pretty nice. Though I should have taken the rest of the weekend as a warning when the M.D. chair (or whatever the fuck he was) said to the guy I was with when we first arrived "So you brought your daughter". If wasn't well dressed and well mannered that night, I would have slapped the son of a bitch. Every older male should be damn LUCKY to have a younger woman on his arm. I hope that I made people jealous that night. I rarely want people to think that, but I thought this was the appropriate situation to do so., ;-)

Well... Friday night was great, as well as Saturday morning. Then he gets a call from a buddy reminding him of another buddy's b-day party. I assumed that he forgot about the party, but planned on going. He said that I could tag along and so far the night included dinner at a nice restaurant. I had no objection in tagging along, but I didn't want to intrude. Around noon, he saw another buddy on the street while shopping and discussed the plans, so his friend saw that I was with him. Though he calls him later to confirm plans and decides that they are going to titty bar. He aggred to it and was going to meet his friends later, while I was sitting there. He told me I could go but why would I?! It was like he was making all of these plans with his friends without acknowledging my presence. Later he said that he "assumed" that I was just going to spend friday night and saturday during the day with him. That was never communicated to me. I figured that was his way of blowing me off without trying to do so intentionally. I was extremely pissed and refused to spend another fucking minute with him. I came all the way to his place to spend one last weekend with him, and everytime I go out there to see him, I spend two nights with him. I am not mad that he has be pulled thin to see everyone before he leaves michigan, I understand that. But again I am mad because he has not communicated with me what is going on. So I now know for sure that he doesn't care nor respects me. I can't believe I gave that mother fucker another chance. I hope he is swallowed by a shark when he returns to Florida. I will no longer stand to be disrespected. If anyone wants to ask me out, all they will get from me is "no". How can I trust anyone if I keep getting treated this way?! My father has even threatened to come out and distribute a can of whoop ass on these dumbshits. I did tell him that he would have to cover half of Detroit, Chicago, and Florida, haha.

P.S.- I sweated like crazy at the gym last night, and colored my hair. What great remedies.
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