...toooooo fucking emo.
Meh.
I'm sick of being on the verge of tears @ the drop of a hat. I'm not going to say that it's for no reason...cause there are definetly some fucking reasons...
I just hate being bummed out. I try SO hard (ok, usually) to not let the recent past bother me. But when it's something major it's impossible to not let it cross your mind. (Why can't I have a real like Endless Sunshine Moment???!?! seriously!)
I am happy with my move. It was the right thing. I miss Fredonia with every fiber of my being, but I am getting somewhere with my career here. That's what college is for, right? I'm just lucky that the friends I've made along the journey are so worth missing and remembering. ;)
I keep saying that i need to get abck to being my old self...but honestly? I think she's not who I am anymore (i don't even care how fucking cheesy THAT one sounded. It's true, so shut up). Too many things in my life have changed. MAJOR changes...not just the color of my hair, or the music i listen to.
But change is good, right?
yup... it's shower time.
Goodnight after that.
<3, K.
I'm sick of being on the verge of tears @ the drop of a hat. I'm not going to say that it's for no reason...cause there are definetly some fucking reasons...
I just hate being bummed out. I try SO hard (ok, usually) to not let the recent past bother me. But when it's something major it's impossible to not let it cross your mind. (Why can't I have a real like Endless Sunshine Moment???!?! seriously!)
I am happy with my move. It was the right thing. I miss Fredonia with every fiber of my being, but I am getting somewhere with my career here. That's what college is for, right? I'm just lucky that the friends I've made along the journey are so worth missing and remembering. ;)
I keep saying that i need to get abck to being my old self...but honestly? I think she's not who I am anymore (i don't even care how fucking cheesy THAT one sounded. It's true, so shut up). Too many things in my life have changed. MAJOR changes...not just the color of my hair, or the music i listen to.
But change is good, right?
yup... it's shower time.
Goodnight after that.
<3, K.