shit.
So, i managed to completely fuck myself over. No more cali for me. Turns out at least one of my grades is much worse than i thought, so if i dropped out i cant be sure i'd get back in anyplace decent, and so my parents wont let me (and i know i shouldnt) just leave. But fuck. There's a lot that i would have done (or not done, as the case may be) if i had known i was going to have to be here for another semester. I have no idea what i'm going to do. If i really do have to stay (i might just withdraw for a semester and come back) but if i do have to stay, i'm getting an apartment, cause i cant do dorms any more. Agh, life is complicated.