This chapter… I had the feeling I was there all over again, being pregnant with my second daughter. These feelings - you describe what I was going through. The anxiety, the doubt, the guarded joy. It was all so mixed up. I had doctors appointments every other week because of my previous history, and every time I thought there would be somthing terrible wrong. Afterwards I was so damn relieved - until the next time. It got me really drained. Jensens parents made me terribley angry while reading! I want to strangle them, I do! But sadly it’s not uncommen. My own father asked me after about ten weeks why I hadn’t already forgot about ‚it’. I don’t know how often I heard the words: you have to get over it eventually. Most people dont’t want to understand, they don’t want to deal with angst and pain and sorrow. But you have to deal, otherwise it will haunt you. You can’t block something like this forever.
Okay, I think, you get it. I can feel it all because you write this so fucking realistic.
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These feelings - you describe what I was going through. The anxiety, the doubt, the guarded joy.
It was all so mixed up.
I had doctors appointments every other week because of my previous history, and every time I thought there would be somthing terrible wrong. Afterwards I was so damn relieved - until the next time. It got me really drained.
Jensens parents made me terribley angry while reading! I want to strangle them, I do!
But sadly it’s not uncommen. My own father asked me after about ten weeks why I hadn’t already forgot about ‚it’. I don’t know how often I heard the words: you have to get over it eventually.
Most people dont’t want to understand, they don’t want to deal with angst and pain and sorrow.
But you have to deal, otherwise it will haunt you. You can’t block something like this forever.
Okay, I think, you get it. I can feel it all because you write this so fucking realistic.
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