Not Here

Jul 03, 2006 10:08

It's really amazing to me just how much I do not fit in here.  I've been called 'New Yorker' by at least three complete strangers (including one actual New Yorker), and the more I look around, the more I see just how much I have never been at home in this bizarre little burg.  Everyone walks so slowly, drives so slowly, is way, WAY too nice; generally, everything in California with the exception of SF runs so slowly that I don't know how anyone ever gets anything done.  And in spite of the pace and the suffocating atmosphere, things are only slightly less expensive.  So really, there is no gain.

I miss being in the fast, loud Land of Absolutes.  I miss being the the Land of Mass Transit.  I miss being in the Land Where I Don't Have to Be So Fucking Nice All the Time.  I miss Home.
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