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BLAH!
this past weekend was a trip, i was working this whole weekend...-
5-12:45 friday, saturday and sunday-and i found out what sin is, more and mroe as i worked and looked at God's creation, as they didn't have something to live for, they acted as if their was no reason for them to be alive, and some of them made it clear where thery wanted to end up, it was scary to go through it, be in that kind of darkness, in that kind of battle arena of the angels fighting the demons over lost souls. and it seemed as if the demons were winning and trying to drag me into the darkness where all the lost stand,careless, lonely, living pointless lives. It almost brought me to tears when i started to think about it, i was getting a soul for the lost, i was so happy that i was saved, but when i got into deeper thinking, i asked myself...what am i living for, am i a "fake" Christian? am i living my life for Jesus, or am i only when i am at church or with Christian friends. it gave me a different outlook on life, and made me realize that the fire i once had for my God was burning out, and that some people in youth group as well are not doing as good either and i prayed for a long time for everyone and everything.
for anyone feeling the same, talk to me.....
Thank you God for being my Savior.
this past weekend was a trip, i was working this whole weekend...-
5-12:45 friday, saturday and sunday-and i found out what sin is, more and mroe as i worked and looked at God's creation, as they didn't have something to live for, they acted as if their was no reason for them to be alive, and some of them made it clear where thery wanted to end up, it was scary to go through it, be in that kind of darkness, in that kind of battle arena of the angels fighting the demons over lost souls. and it seemed as if the demons were winning and trying to drag me into the darkness where all the lost stand,careless, lonely, living pointless lives. It almost brought me to tears when i started to think about it, i was getting a soul for the lost, i was so happy that i was saved, but when i got into deeper thinking, i asked myself...what am i living for, am i a "fake" Christian? am i living my life for Jesus, or am i only when i am at church or with Christian friends. it gave me a different outlook on life, and made me realize that the fire i once had for my God was burning out, and that some people in youth group as well are not doing as good either and i prayed for a long time for everyone and everything.
for anyone feeling the same, talk to me.....
Thank you God for being my Savior.