weekend in review
my weekend pretty much started on thursday...when kenny showed up...he brought me tiny shorts...lol..it was pretty funny..it was cute tho too..besides that of course we go wasted..because that's how we do in this house..um...
friday- went home b/c i had work at 6 am the next day...hungout with justin went to a bball game..my sis lost but she played really well..after the game went and hungout with d-rah..smoked some bowls then the 3 of us went to applebees..then i went home and went to bed..
saturday- worked all day...came back to brigantine..started drinking at 6...got all dressed up..beat kenny and kyle in beer pong...went to the bar..hungout with some older ladies..b/c they were really funny..took lots of pics..came back to the house..wasted beyond repair..then had lotsa great sex..passed out..who knows when..
sunday- woke up..made me and kenny breakfast..yeah that's right i actually cooked and cooked for a guy..what the hell is wrong with me?..um he left me around 4..so i was all mopey before and after that..i even had a girl moment when he was leaving..i helped him take his stuff to his car..then we were standing there doing the whole goodbye thing..and my eyes started watering..i think i almost cried..i have never done that with any boy ever..i am sorry i didn't cry over my x..i just yelled at him a lot b/c he was always doing messed up shit..but this time it's different...i am really scared...i could be getting attached to something that i shouldn't be getting attached to..but i hope that this actually works out..i think he is really into me also..elenni says so..and i tend to believe someone who knows him better than me..i wanna talk to brett about it but i can't..it's like weird..i am afraid to say something and wind up looking like a crazy girl..but brett also knows him better than anyone..i am so sad tho b/c i prolly won't be able to see him for awhile..i am going away he is going away i have to work a lot...it sucks
i start a new job on monday..hopefully this will work out..if not o well..at least i tried..anyway i am tired and i promised to make myself go to sleep by one..
so peace doggs
friday- went home b/c i had work at 6 am the next day...hungout with justin went to a bball game..my sis lost but she played really well..after the game went and hungout with d-rah..smoked some bowls then the 3 of us went to applebees..then i went home and went to bed..
saturday- worked all day...came back to brigantine..started drinking at 6...got all dressed up..beat kenny and kyle in beer pong...went to the bar..hungout with some older ladies..b/c they were really funny..took lots of pics..came back to the house..wasted beyond repair..then had lotsa great sex..passed out..who knows when..
sunday- woke up..made me and kenny breakfast..yeah that's right i actually cooked and cooked for a guy..what the hell is wrong with me?..um he left me around 4..so i was all mopey before and after that..i even had a girl moment when he was leaving..i helped him take his stuff to his car..then we were standing there doing the whole goodbye thing..and my eyes started watering..i think i almost cried..i have never done that with any boy ever..i am sorry i didn't cry over my x..i just yelled at him a lot b/c he was always doing messed up shit..but this time it's different...i am really scared...i could be getting attached to something that i shouldn't be getting attached to..but i hope that this actually works out..i think he is really into me also..elenni says so..and i tend to believe someone who knows him better than me..i wanna talk to brett about it but i can't..it's like weird..i am afraid to say something and wind up looking like a crazy girl..but brett also knows him better than anyone..i am so sad tho b/c i prolly won't be able to see him for awhile..i am going away he is going away i have to work a lot...it sucks
i start a new job on monday..hopefully this will work out..if not o well..at least i tried..anyway i am tired and i promised to make myself go to sleep by one..
so peace doggs