May 12, 2004 15:02
I am sick right now..and have been ever since i decided to put on the nicotine patch 6 days ago. I have been SOOOO good though. Cheated on the patch the first day..but have been totally faitfully the other 5 days. Im just HOPING that it lasts..i think i finally have enough will power for quitting this time around.
But anyways yea..i am utterly sick right now and it sux. I was up til 430 this morning just hacking my ass off and blowing my nose and throwing up...pleasant isnt it??
Maybe ill clean...maybe ill watch a movie or maybe ill just sit back and possibly take a nap..that would be nice for a change...but i had to make the decision to call out of work even though that is something i am not known for at all..but im not going to go in and get everyone sick..that wouldnt be cool at all. I think i might just do the same thing tomorrow..im not sure..but thats 12 hrs i was supposed to work that i am NOT getting paid for..so maybe ill just suck it up and go in tomorrow...but wouldnt getting better be a better plan??
alright..i have to go lay down...cause i have NO clue what i just wrote..hehe..gonna go nap..since i barely got any sleep last night...
final thing to say...BEING SICK SUX!