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so spring break is over
i really wanted to go and stay the night over amber and matts atleast one time over break
but as always my grades are kinda shitty
but oh well
im not failing anything so... yeah
well during break i did work more than i planned to but thats pretty much the hours ill be working during the summmer
it wasnt really all that bad
i skated and got some of the things i did on camera
which i something ive been wanting to do for awhile now
and i went and saw madball,remembering never, scarlet and the banner
i think remembering never put on the best performance
when the walked on the stage the played the peanut butter and jelly song
that shit was fuckin weak
this kid was there, that was probably no more than 14 years old
but that kid was fuckin gettin down to RN
i also met mean pete after they finished there set
hes a cool guy
but i still wonder
how are you straight edge and vegan
...but fat.... anyways
that whole show was great
kinda suck that i went by myself but its alright, im not blaming anybody for that
ive been tryin to figure out what i want to do after i get out of high school
i dont want to waste my life and work at a damn gym the rest of my life
i want to have something to show for all the work ive done
i dont really care about becoming super rich, thought if that happens, i wont complain
i just want to be able to live a good life and show gratitude to the people that mean a lot to me
whether it be giving them a better place to live or helping them out with finacial matters
as scary as it seems,... ive been thinking about the military(airforce).
it doesnt seem like a bad place when you think it through
yeah it sucks that ill be over seas and that i could be the target of a suicide bomber but
i just dont want to waste my life doing nothing and waste potential that ive been told i have
at a dead end job just barely making it the next pay check week after week
i know struggle is a part of life that no one is immune too, but i dont want to make things harder than they have to be
and fighting over seas for a few years in exchange for a better life here
seems kind of worth it
maybe im stupid
....night
i really wanted to go and stay the night over amber and matts atleast one time over break
but as always my grades are kinda shitty
but oh well
im not failing anything so... yeah
well during break i did work more than i planned to but thats pretty much the hours ill be working during the summmer
it wasnt really all that bad
i skated and got some of the things i did on camera
which i something ive been wanting to do for awhile now
and i went and saw madball,remembering never, scarlet and the banner
i think remembering never put on the best performance
when the walked on the stage the played the peanut butter and jelly song
that shit was fuckin weak
this kid was there, that was probably no more than 14 years old
but that kid was fuckin gettin down to RN
i also met mean pete after they finished there set
hes a cool guy
but i still wonder
how are you straight edge and vegan
...but fat.... anyways
that whole show was great
kinda suck that i went by myself but its alright, im not blaming anybody for that
ive been tryin to figure out what i want to do after i get out of high school
i dont want to waste my life and work at a damn gym the rest of my life
i want to have something to show for all the work ive done
i dont really care about becoming super rich, thought if that happens, i wont complain
i just want to be able to live a good life and show gratitude to the people that mean a lot to me
whether it be giving them a better place to live or helping them out with finacial matters
as scary as it seems,... ive been thinking about the military(airforce).
it doesnt seem like a bad place when you think it through
yeah it sucks that ill be over seas and that i could be the target of a suicide bomber but
i just dont want to waste my life doing nothing and waste potential that ive been told i have
at a dead end job just barely making it the next pay check week after week
i know struggle is a part of life that no one is immune too, but i dont want to make things harder than they have to be
and fighting over seas for a few years in exchange for a better life here
seems kind of worth it
maybe im stupid
....night