Feb 21, 2010 00:02
Suddenly, I wanted to post here xD
But I don't know what to post (Y)
There's so many things going through my mind right now that I can't quite choose a topic... Well, here it goes!
When you fail at something, feel sad about it is a common reaction, right? But I might say it didn't happen with me... and I'm a little worried about it right now. XD
It's not a simple fail, though. I didn't pass my exam to go to college, and I'm already registered in a pre-university course :x
I don't know if it's my own fault, if I wasn't ready to be in college or if I made the wrong choice, but the fact is that I'm not worrying too much about my future.
I think that what pisses me off the most is when everyone puts pressure on me. God, I really hate it! When I was at school, teachers used to like me because I was always quiet and did homework once in a while (I'm geeky, so what? =p)... anyway, they liked to overrate me, or something like that.
I wasn't the most intelligent in my class, I never made all of my homework, I was seriously anti-social... definitely not a perfect student. My teacher fooled me during three years, he made me believe I knew everything about Physics and this stupid subject screwed my tests. TWICE.
Maybe I should change the topic, because I'm starting to feel sad about my failure, and blaming my Physics teacher for my useless brain.
For now, I'll stop looking for colleges and really study in that pre-university course. I'll make new friends, go out with them, with my old friends too, move in my own rhythm. It's going to be just fine, if it's me, I can truly believe in that.
future,
school,
physics,
college,
course