Trying to relax
Ok, I really need to relax. I"m trying to just chill out before bed and it's just not working. I've got to stop reading abortionstories Almost none of them are positive experiences and I know that most people only will take the time to write something if they've got something to complain about, but it still doesn't help. It doesn't help that everywhere I look I see something about pregnancy too. On the radio today, these ridiculous pro-life ads about pregnancy in highschool.
"Hey Jenny, you weren't in first period today"
"Yeah, I felt yucky"
"Uh, oh"
Yeah. Utterly retarded. Even one of my daily webcomics that I read has a story arc about pregnancy in it. pvponline.com. I just can't get away from this. I know it's just the "finding what you're looking for" thing, but it still doesn't help. Boy's been really good about staying off the subject, but I just can't seem to get my mind to stop. I think I"m going to just go lay out my clothes for tomorrow and then ask him to read to me for a while. That usually helps. I'm just so wide awake now. And I don't know what to do about the magical missing Dr.Hiel. I"m finishing up my water now; No more to eat or drink till my appointment, and then I think I'm heading to bed. I'm going to be fine. I know I"ll be fine. I just need to relax and find a way to sleep.
"Hey Jenny, you weren't in first period today"
"Yeah, I felt yucky"
"Uh, oh"
Yeah. Utterly retarded. Even one of my daily webcomics that I read has a story arc about pregnancy in it. pvponline.com. I just can't get away from this. I know it's just the "finding what you're looking for" thing, but it still doesn't help. Boy's been really good about staying off the subject, but I just can't seem to get my mind to stop. I think I"m going to just go lay out my clothes for tomorrow and then ask him to read to me for a while. That usually helps. I'm just so wide awake now. And I don't know what to do about the magical missing Dr.Hiel. I"m finishing up my water now; No more to eat or drink till my appointment, and then I think I'm heading to bed. I'm going to be fine. I know I"ll be fine. I just need to relax and find a way to sleep.