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I can't believe how scared I am. My appointment is monday morning and I just feel so apprehensive. I really hope everything works out alright. Before this all got going, it was a bit easier to deal with, but now that it's actually going to happen, and SOON i'm getting really nervous. I've never had any form of surgery at all before. I think it's probably just normal nerves made worse by that fact. I"m just hoping I'm going to be stable enough to deal with everything. Starting tomorrow we're into dress rehearsals and I won't have a day off until sunday. I'm cancelling my office hours and lessons and my teacher is taking over my lab, but I still have to be at the theatre that night. I"ll hitch a ride with someone so I don't have to drive, but my emotions have just been so up and down, I hope I at least act mostly normal.