Jan 21, 2009 19:14
It's far too cold for my liking. Too cold for me to want to go out and take a long walk, which is what I really want. I just don't want to be cold, or wear an obscene amount of layers.
Walked to the store, grabbed some drinks (Diet Coke and a Strawberry Lemonade flavour Powerade.)and quickly walked home. Was mildly intrigued by an interesting smell, at the other end of the complex where there is a dark area of backyards. Smelled kind of like a cologne I've smelled before, but mixed with something unlike I've ever smelled, it was a good smell though. Very interesting. Intoxicating, I think the smell was. Either way, I continued walking after a moment, deciding that following that smell might not be the best idea. It is bothering me, however. I want to know what that smell was, it was really different. Not as good as Cam smells, but nevertheless it caught my attention. ..So strange.
So, I have exams on Friday @ 12:30 and Tuesday @ 12:30. Both great times, I hate early morning exams. So, I pretty much have a 3 day weekend, and then Wednesday - Sunday off. Sounds good. Possibly seeing Underworld 3 on Monday with Becky, maybe Cam if he can come.I hope so. I really do enjoy spending time with him, and I like that he wants to know my best friend.
I still have a hard time believing that we are dating sometimes. It just seems so unlikely.
I just need to work on not letting things get to me so much, and to talk to him more. I still need to open up, I guess. It's just hard sometimes. Drives him crazy, I'm sure. Don't blame him, when I thinkface I am probably not very fun. I just sit there and kind of stare off into nothingness. I really do love him, more than I say. In all honesty, I would probably do anything for him.
Be obscene
Be, be obscene
Be obscene, baby, and not heard. ♥