Jan 20, 2009 23:13
So last night, I posted I had no plans. So I napped, then got a text from Cam asking me to spend the night.
Odd that it was a schoolnight, I came over. Was supposed to be an all-nighter but we both a got yawning around 2:30-3:00 AM. So we went to bed.
Was sort of awake, when Cam asked if I was going to go home or stay until he got back from work at 6. I wasn't awake enough to really respond, so I ended up staying. Was lonely, I must admit. Woke up and spent all afternoon by myself in his apartment. Napped and watched tv. Didn't clean his place because he feels weird when I do it, even though he admitted it's great to come home to cleanliness. Wtf, boy. If a girl willingly suggests cleaning your place, take advantage. JUST DO IT.
So he came home, made us dinner, we baked, and I unfortunately had to leave. Was a very quiet night, but there was lots of smiling/laughing/bakeface. I didn't know until today that my navel is ticklish. ...Weird. So anyway, things are good between us.
I am rather burned out and should probably go do a faceplant onto my bed (which is nowhere near as big or as comfy as Cam's. Cam's bed is even better if he is in it. <3 )
and just pass out into a good sleep.
Also, I stopped taking my medication before bed, as I feel that I won't wake up exhausted from nightmares anymore. Oh yeah, I get reoccurring nightmares/memories of when I was raped, abused and or of my parents fighting. I also really miss the good dreams I had. I want that again.
~Night.