Sep 04, 2005 13:43
Well, I think I am going to stop posting on here.
Somethings are gone to me. And I won't have them back.
Ever.
Sometimes, I wonder if my life is ending.
I'm not ready for it to by a long shot.
But the happiest thing in my life is also the saddest at the moment.
Chains bind me.
I put them there myself. Hoping for grand things. Dreaming of grand things.
I will go without regrets though.
No, this isn't a sucidie thing. That is stupid and weak.
Just a lettting go letter.
I have to let go of the past. I have to stay focused on the now.
I love alot of you guys, you have been great over the years.
I miss you. But I'll handle it. I hope you have great lives.
And, maybe, we'll see each other again. Chance meetings in Grayson doesn't count. Actually seeing each other and talking, and hanging out.
I am not grown up. Not close. But I have to soon.
I have experienced a few parts of growing up. I have a few sad secrets. And I'll keep them. They will stay with me.
Bye everyone.
I know you get tired of it, but I love Alicia.