Oct 28, 2009 15:59
I canceled my ID, I'm too broke and too bored to play anymore I guess. I told you guys a while back that I was gonna quit and I think this is it. Square can't take my money anymore (least til ff13+14). I'm tired of being given too little for the work I put in, I lasted 6 years. yes I canceled my ffxi account on the eve of my 6th anniversary in the game. I've had my good times and bad times. I feel I have nothing left in ffxi nothing real to accomplish or gain. Everything in ffxi left for me to do is superficial. I don't get the enjoyment I used to get. For these reasons I'm through.
My real life is a mess. I still need a job. Too many places around me have hiring freezes which is fucking gay. However, I'm staying positive. Hopefully I get a real job soon. I've been doing odd jobs for family. My girlfriend is amazing and super supportive. We've only been together a short time but sometimes it feels like the real thing. I love her. I'd do anything for her. It's a shame she lives 45 mins away but we've been spending a lot of time together despite the distance. I guess it's good to have goals. My goals for now find employment and find a cheap place for her to move closer. I just hope things will work out the same or better when she gets closer. Perhaps I divulge too much info but I'm happy.