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Ok, so I took my college assessment test and I utterly failed at the Math part. I knew it would happen, so it shouldn't surprise me, but it sorta did anyway. I guess because I actually took some time out (like 2 months) and tried to study/refresh my memory after 10 years of not being in school. I bought a math book, I borrowed some algebra books from the library and while I didn't get to finish them, at least I tried.
But trying doesn't cut it when you take tests..ugh. So I got 46 out of 120 which puts me TWO fucking classes BELOW the Math 25 which is the only one that actually counts toward a degree. So that means I'll have to take 8 units at $26 each as well as a full year of NOTHING before I can even TRY the math that fucking counts.
I'm so annoyed and depressed with myself. If this is what I get when I actually TRY, what will happen when I'm actually taking the class?? Cause lets face it, I can't put in 100% effort at it because I still have to work my full time job which is SUPER fucking stressful right now.
GAH!
I think I may have the option to wait on the math course for now & retake the assessment test on math in 3 months...this is if I think I can truly pass it..ERGG. SOOOOOO PISSED.
**oh also, i scheduled my orientation & counseling session next wednesday. i really hope they will do a one on one session because the paper says "GROUP ORIENTATION" and i really don't wanna hang with 18 year olds..vomit.
But trying doesn't cut it when you take tests..ugh. So I got 46 out of 120 which puts me TWO fucking classes BELOW the Math 25 which is the only one that actually counts toward a degree. So that means I'll have to take 8 units at $26 each as well as a full year of NOTHING before I can even TRY the math that fucking counts.
I'm so annoyed and depressed with myself. If this is what I get when I actually TRY, what will happen when I'm actually taking the class?? Cause lets face it, I can't put in 100% effort at it because I still have to work my full time job which is SUPER fucking stressful right now.
GAH!
I think I may have the option to wait on the math course for now & retake the assessment test on math in 3 months...this is if I think I can truly pass it..ERGG. SOOOOOO PISSED.
**oh also, i scheduled my orientation & counseling session next wednesday. i really hope they will do a one on one session because the paper says "GROUP ORIENTATION" and i really don't wanna hang with 18 year olds..vomit.