Another weekend, another post
Well, another week has passed and the world has continued to spin.
I have completely decided that I am wearing my rings outside my shirt now. I figure that I can defeat the workplace rumors by confronting them directly, yet do it passively. If anyone asks what they are, I shall tell them, but wearing them out gets me comfortable for that point in time.
Class went well Thursday. Fixed one project, completed another, took a test, bolted. Went out that night to Nichole and Tony's, had Tyler along. We watched Hero and cuddled a bit on the couch. It was a nice time indeed. I tried to get Ty home in time for me to get proper sleep for work the next day, but he had something to tell me. While I love his honesty, I wish he wouldn't place himself in situations where he would have to tell me things that will hurt me emotionally.. it causes me to rear back a little. And when Scorpios rear back... they prepare to strike. I resist those urges, I hope he will resist his Sagittarian urges as well. Anyway, we talked through it.. I hope we're finally on the same page with regards to this issue. I managed to get him home in time for me to get just under 3 hours of sleep Thursday night.
Friday was work, then 'Vincent,' then 'Vince.' 'Vincent' was a one man play about the life of Vincent VanGoh. Nicely executed, simple set, good lines, good company. I enjoyed it greatly. From there Vince was celebrating his birthday at Bambi's, so I went. Though I couldn't stay long, I had a good time. Ty got to meet more of the people who mean a lot to me and a couple people from school were able to show up as well. Tyler showed affection; something I wish he could do more freely without it leading to.. well.. parhaps in time. Eric regailed Mary with dead baby jokes. The DJ played one of my tracks.. and then it was time to leave.
Saturday I had to work. Got out about 6:30. I asked Ty to call me at 5:15/5:30 and we couuld hang out. When I called him, he was just waking.. it's nice to sleep.. I suppose. When I arrived to pick him up, I interacted directly or indirectly with every member of his house, but perhaps one cat. Frustrating. I don't think I left good impressions. Alex was his standard indifferent self. His dad's only word near me was 'ironic.' His mom sent his sister in to get me to move my car out of the driveway so she could pull in. His sister called me Ryan. His cat stared at me. His dog was friendly this time, hope he remembers me next time. We went out to do some of my Christmas shopping for friends. Then it was time to drop him back off. I decided to check out a work party and arrived to a house where noone answered the door.. oh well, I only wanted to make an appearance anyway. Then I went off to Nichole and Tony's again. We watched a little movie action, the animals were all over me, we talked a little, I napped a little.. before I knew it, it was 2:30am. Went home and got the first decent night's sleep in a while.. not great, but decent is a high mark right now.
Sunday my sister wanted to do Christmas shopping for my mom.. and thus we did. I also came out to her. I hoped she would have been more vocal with me when I told her, but I think she's okay with it. Also, when we were shopping, we went to Hot TOpic and they had a sale to end all sales. Clearance items (already 50% off) were an additional 50% off. If you get to $150 they knock 25% off the whole thing. Needless to say, I got nothing for myself, but my sister got 4 pairs of pants, a skirt, 4 shirts, and 2 hoodies. Man, I wish I had a brother like me. Wonder how much text books will be for next semester.
I have completely decided that I am wearing my rings outside my shirt now. I figure that I can defeat the workplace rumors by confronting them directly, yet do it passively. If anyone asks what they are, I shall tell them, but wearing them out gets me comfortable for that point in time.
Class went well Thursday. Fixed one project, completed another, took a test, bolted. Went out that night to Nichole and Tony's, had Tyler along. We watched Hero and cuddled a bit on the couch. It was a nice time indeed. I tried to get Ty home in time for me to get proper sleep for work the next day, but he had something to tell me. While I love his honesty, I wish he wouldn't place himself in situations where he would have to tell me things that will hurt me emotionally.. it causes me to rear back a little. And when Scorpios rear back... they prepare to strike. I resist those urges, I hope he will resist his Sagittarian urges as well. Anyway, we talked through it.. I hope we're finally on the same page with regards to this issue. I managed to get him home in time for me to get just under 3 hours of sleep Thursday night.
Friday was work, then 'Vincent,' then 'Vince.' 'Vincent' was a one man play about the life of Vincent VanGoh. Nicely executed, simple set, good lines, good company. I enjoyed it greatly. From there Vince was celebrating his birthday at Bambi's, so I went. Though I couldn't stay long, I had a good time. Ty got to meet more of the people who mean a lot to me and a couple people from school were able to show up as well. Tyler showed affection; something I wish he could do more freely without it leading to.. well.. parhaps in time. Eric regailed Mary with dead baby jokes. The DJ played one of my tracks.. and then it was time to leave.
Saturday I had to work. Got out about 6:30. I asked Ty to call me at 5:15/5:30 and we couuld hang out. When I called him, he was just waking.. it's nice to sleep.. I suppose. When I arrived to pick him up, I interacted directly or indirectly with every member of his house, but perhaps one cat. Frustrating. I don't think I left good impressions. Alex was his standard indifferent self. His dad's only word near me was 'ironic.' His mom sent his sister in to get me to move my car out of the driveway so she could pull in. His sister called me Ryan. His cat stared at me. His dog was friendly this time, hope he remembers me next time. We went out to do some of my Christmas shopping for friends. Then it was time to drop him back off. I decided to check out a work party and arrived to a house where noone answered the door.. oh well, I only wanted to make an appearance anyway. Then I went off to Nichole and Tony's again. We watched a little movie action, the animals were all over me, we talked a little, I napped a little.. before I knew it, it was 2:30am. Went home and got the first decent night's sleep in a while.. not great, but decent is a high mark right now.
Sunday my sister wanted to do Christmas shopping for my mom.. and thus we did. I also came out to her. I hoped she would have been more vocal with me when I told her, but I think she's okay with it. Also, when we were shopping, we went to Hot TOpic and they had a sale to end all sales. Clearance items (already 50% off) were an additional 50% off. If you get to $150 they knock 25% off the whole thing. Needless to say, I got nothing for myself, but my sister got 4 pairs of pants, a skirt, 4 shirts, and 2 hoodies. Man, I wish I had a brother like me. Wonder how much text books will be for next semester.