maybe a little disappoiting after all this time

[etherealsquid]

Perhaps I should update more, if whirling thoughts and emotions kept secret ever settle or congeal in my head, pick a direction and thoughts aren't seperated to the surface and to the deep deep place where I need a flashlight and no one else can even see.
9 minutes left, lousy laptop battery.

as soon as I know what I'm thinking, maybe I can show you something in writing.