Douse Yourself In Cheap Perfume, It's So Fitting Of The Way You Are.
Who I am hates who I was... and loves who I am today. I have no regrets about the way I am. Sometimes I wish I wasn't such a nerd, but at the same time I would never change that.
A lot is going on right now. Struggles. Things I can't control. Things that I just have to put faith in God and say: "I hope you know what you're doing." And I think I can finally accept to do that. Sometimes things get beyond my control.
Right now I've got a lot of good things going for me. A lot of things that are going to help me through these tough times. I had one bad day and then dozens of people were checking up on me, asking me how I was, saying that things weren't the same when I was gone.
I'm not the only one who likes me... I actually have friends. Not just one clique... but now everywhere. I'm never really alone. Almost anywhere I can find someone I know and someone to laugh and smile with. And if I don't know them, I'll just make new friends. Because I'm not afraid anymore. I'm capable.
For a little bit I was afraid I wasn't liking who I am... but I do. I like who the mirror shows. I like being happy. I like smiling. When I smile I feel like the prettiest thing in the world.
I don't need a cool stereotype... I don't need one clique of friends...
I just like happiness.
-jfm
A lot is going on right now. Struggles. Things I can't control. Things that I just have to put faith in God and say: "I hope you know what you're doing." And I think I can finally accept to do that. Sometimes things get beyond my control.
Right now I've got a lot of good things going for me. A lot of things that are going to help me through these tough times. I had one bad day and then dozens of people were checking up on me, asking me how I was, saying that things weren't the same when I was gone.
I'm not the only one who likes me... I actually have friends. Not just one clique... but now everywhere. I'm never really alone. Almost anywhere I can find someone I know and someone to laugh and smile with. And if I don't know them, I'll just make new friends. Because I'm not afraid anymore. I'm capable.
For a little bit I was afraid I wasn't liking who I am... but I do. I like who the mirror shows. I like being happy. I like smiling. When I smile I feel like the prettiest thing in the world.
I don't need a cool stereotype... I don't need one clique of friends...
I just like happiness.
-jfm